You're my one and only.

Bye.

2011-01-04T19:00:00.003+08:00

Taking a break from this blog coz I've been really upset recently and really don't need all the extra attention I get from blogging.
May or may not be back.

Bye.

Hello 2011!

2011-01-02T17:34:00.007+08:00

It's 2011!!! :)

Had countdown at Sentosa on the 31st! Haha all the houses at Sentosa are super nice btw!!!

Anyway, family gathering at my house last night.. Relatives came over, about 25-30 of them.
(Yes I do have many cousins)!

Haha omg, my aunts told me that they saw my grad night/korea photos on facebook! One of them said that my cousin quickly told everyone to come and see the photos immediately after seeing I uploaded. My aunt said they're my fans! LOL!!!

OMG *EMBARRASED*!! Hahahaha ;)

Well, had lots of fun last night. Everyone was either playing Wii in the living room or in the second floor using bro's computer! Thankfully my room is in the third floor and no one goes up there, otherwise there would definitely be lots of packing up to do after that! Haha.

Hmm, before I go, just wanna wish everyone a happy new year! And may 2011 be your best year yet!

Much love - Renee.

Merry Christmas and Happy new year!

2010-12-29T17:55:00.007+08:00

3 more days till 2011! :)

Oh yes, and I'm so glad Nic finally got an iPhone 4!
Hehe gonna chat with Nic all dayyyyyy long ♥♥♥♥♥♥

P/s. Just downloaded the Skype app on my iPhone.
New username is Victoria.Cindry coz I forgot my password for my previous one!
Add me if you know me :)

Fight for this love.

2010-12-24T10:52:00.005+08:00

Now we don't wanna fall but
We're trippin' in our hearts
And it's reckless and clumsy
Cause I know you can't love me

"I wonder if I could get used to missing someone so badly that it eventually becomes a norm. If I could ever get used to the silent loving embrace of an emoticon. When being nonchalant is draining my emotions and all, would you swallow your pride and cushion my fall?"

Oh damn, I miss you.

Nico Robin makes me smile.

2010-12-19T10:22:00.023+08:00

^ Just so you know how long my fringe is now :)

HaHA!!! And just look at my post's title! Nico Robin makes me smile.
Muahahahhaha! I initially wanted it to be S makes me smile but I'm too shy to write things like that *gives shy face* ;)

So anyway, for those who don't know. This beautiful lady is Nico Robin.
She's an archaeologist!! I'm gonna be an archaeologist someday too!
Nah, I'm just kidding.

My favourite character ever!

Hate Enel coz he shot Robin with lightning :(
But I love Zoro now coz he went to carry Robin as she was falling and laid her down gently, and then said to Enel "She's a woman".....
Cute (Y)!

Robin is ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥!!!

Oh yes, and I want this!

And this!

Pretty please?? As a christmas present? :)

Haha alright, enough of Robin.
And I'm just joking about the present, though I really wouldn't mind if you want to buy it for me! LOL.
And as you can probably tell, its because I'm bored of watching OP that I'm posting now.
Post on Korea is on the way, at day 3 now! :D

Hmm, currently chatting with my BFF Loewe! :))))))))))))))))
Bestfriend keeps saying "Don't sleep!", "Don't bathe!" and "Don't eat!" to me =.=
Like whenever I say I gotta go, that's what she says! Awwwwww.

Oh and I just remembered something funny which happened a few months ago.

At a cake shop:

Us to the lady at the counter: "How much is one whole cheesecake?"
Lady at counter: "One whole chicken?"

LOL SUPER FUNNY KAY. I was like stunned ttm!
ONE WHOLE CHICKEN YOU KNOW! =.=
Muahahahahahahahahahaha I LOL-ed so bad at that one! :)

That's all for now.
Love - Renee :)

Nico Robin.

2010-12-14T13:37:00.002+08:00

Hi everyone! I'm sorry its taking so long to post about my Korea trip.
Probably gonna take a few weeks coz it takes so much time to upload and resize my photos on photobucket. Till now I haven't even completed writing about day 2 -.-

Furthermore, I'm currently sick :(
Fever, flu, sorethroat. Thankfully I only fell sick after coming back to SG!
Hahahaha!!!

And also, I'm watching One piece.
My newest favourite character is Nico Robin. OMGOMGOMG.
She's so coooool kay!!! Go watch :D

I liked her even when she was a villian working for Baroque works.
LOL and I'm so happy that she's gonna join Luffy's crew in Ep 130.
Wooohooo so many more episodes with Nico Robin in it ♥

Muahahahah. Alright see ya.

P/s. Does anyone play Tiny Chef/Tap Zoo/Restaurant City on iPhone? :)

Back to SG.

2010-12-10T16:02:00.003+08:00

Hi everyone! I'm back from Korea! :D
Had lots of fun and made so many awesome friends :)
Oh, and I love the weather too! It snowed so heavily in Seoul during the last few days (Y)!
And Korea is really awesome, there's free wifi almost everywhere! Muahahahha!

Will post about my trip soon (can't do it today coz I'm really tired).
Stay tuned! :D
Photos are up on facebook already! ~

Holiday.

2010-11-30T23:53:00.002+08:00

Hey everyone! Just to let you all know, I'll be going overseas real soon! :D
Going to Korea for holiday from 2-9 December!
So yeah, please do not SMS me as much as possible coz I most probably will not receieve/reply it.
Email me instead okay! If there's free wifi at the hotel or airport I may be able to reply!
My email's reneeyeo@gmail.com!

Will be back real soon! Have fun everyone ;)

P/s. Yes S, I WILL MISS YOU TOO!

You'll always be my hero.

2010-11-28T09:44:00.021+08:00

You’re so amazing, you took the time to figure me out
Thats why you take me, way past the point of turning me on
Your bout to break me, I swear you got me losing my mind

I really have so much to be thankful for!

First of all, I just got my iphone 4! Haha. Its a birthday present from my parents :)
Having fun with it now. Haha, introduce some fun games to me okay!

Also, as you may (or may not) have noticed, I dyed my hair!
HAhahaha okay I know its not obvious in these two pics, especially the first one coz I reduced saturation LOLOL.
But yesterday when I was in church, Eddie and Jerry told me that its very obvious I dyed when the spotlight shines on me! Hahahaha okay, thats good! ;)

Oh and know what else?
I received a letter saying I'm eligible to sign up for some bursary award for being the top 25% in school! $350!
Hahahahaha so surprised but happy! ~

And lastly, I'll be going to Korea in 4 days!
Will be there from 2-9 Dec.
So many of my friends are going there (or are already there now) too!
Jerry, Mavis, Linlin etc! :D

Seee! There are so many awesome things happening to me that I really shouldn't be affected by that ONE person.
Though it really hurts that we end up quarrelling everytime I talk to him.
Oh well, lets just not talk anymore. I tried - MANY TIMES. And I really am tired already.
I feel so stupid to always be the only one trying and getting hurt by you again and again..

To be honest, I really feel like just telling you "let's not be friends anymore".
Who are you, to be able to have such an impact on me?

Really, don't talk to me anymore.

P/s. (4:11PM) Jodie Rivera (VenetianPrincess) is awesome!
Check out her videos at www.youtube.com/venetianprincess :D

Forget the nightmares.

2010-11-25T18:28:00.004+08:00

The one who loves more, hurts more.
TRUE.

Deleted my previous few posts coz I don't like posting up sad stuff and acting so melodramatic.
I'll be fine I guess. In time I'll realise that you didn't mean that much to me afterall.

Stay happy.

If only you knew.

2010-11-21T14:53:00.011+08:00

HI everyone!!! HAhahahaha my fringe is super long now! I like! ;)
Well anyway, like I said, I'm back to UM after like a 4 months break.
Super happy ~

Was ushering with Jeslynn yesterday, doing external traffic!
Hahaha it was fun. And Jeslynn's so funny -_-
There was this Indian guy who said to her "Hi baby!" like that. LMAO.
HAHAHAHAHA HI BABY!!!!! LOLOLOLOLOL. She was super stunned you know!! =O

She came running inside hall 8 to tell me "Eh you know got one guy super weird leh!" with the stunned face. Ahahah!!!!
The guy from security overheard and laughed too rofl!
And Jeslynn's friend said "maybe you look like his daughter". LolWUT, hahaha.
They really made my day!! Had lotsa fun! ;)

Went for dinner at Iluma after church!
Hahaha Saturdays are my favourite day of the week. Really!

Hmm, and I'm not gonna post any photos of Grad night. Check my facebook if you want.
Not gonna say much either, feel pretty sad. =(

Alright I'm gonna play RydahMS now. Join me okay! ;)
IGN: Reneeyeo

I'll be right back.

2010-11-20T12:26:00.002+08:00

Been super busy! Its like I'm even busier after O's!
Well, had to shop for winter clothing coz I'm going overseas real soon!
Going to Korea in 12 days. *Excited*

Anyway, had our Grad night yesterday and it was awesome! ;)
Shall post about it soon.

Alright, gonna get ready now.
Have to be at Expo for Ushering! So glad to be back to UM after a long break! =)

Sometimes I think my best guy friend is crazy...

2010-11-15T20:14:00.003+08:00

Sometimes I think Garry is crazy...
For instance?

1) During O levels period.

Me: "Eh Garry you see that very pretty invigilator! She's my friend you know, her name's Kristien!"
Me: "She's so nice. I told her that my table was shaky so she helped me put a piece of paper under it and still asked 'Is it better now'!"
Garry: You should say "It would be better if you left your number here too" what!!!!

LOLwut!!! Seriously Garry, during exams?

2) Last Saturday.
Garry and I were messaging each other about some game.
And I was persuading him not to play it coz its evil!! (Yes it is Garry!!!)
Me: "The waitress very chio."
Garry: Then? Get her number la, wait for what?

ARE YOU MAD!!!!! HAHA What would my friends think man! -.-

3) During O levels again.
Garry: Eh you know got one teacher wear red socks look like Japanese girl keep standing v close to me. Like keep stand beside me!
Me: Yeah, so? Kristien also keeps doing that!
Garry: But that teacher in charge of other class still keep going to stand beside me?
Me: Uh huh. So wut are you trying to say? She like you huh! Oh noes, there's a paedophile on the loose! Not even pretty you like huh!
Garry: No it shows that I can attract girls!

HAHAHAHAHAHA WUT GARRY!!! Now you like older women? LOLOLOL.
Please don't kill me when you see this kay!

Oh yeah, and Garry's super nice you know!!
When I told him K was pretty and is 100x prettier than me, he said: "Then you're 100000x prettier!"
Awwwww what a sweet boy rightttttttt (:

Hello once again!

2010-11-12T10:33:00.006+08:00

Hi everyone! O levels has finally ended!
LIKE FINALLY.

Haha alright I'll be back soon I promise, as soon as I finish watching dramas/gaming! (:
Message/call me if you're playing MS/MF kay! I don't have MSN now!

See ya!

P/s. Thank you everyone for the birthday wishes/emails! :D

Updated 15:52PM: Nice or what, my Maplestory got hacked -_-
Don't wanna play anymore! Super sad now, 1 Bil mesos gone!
Pissed off kay! I go emo one corner already! Hmfph!! :(

2010-09-30T17:24:00.001+08:00

BYE.

2010-09-26T18:24:00.006+08:00

There is within each one of us the ability to love someone with all of our heart.
And although our hearts may get broken, it is only through heartache and pain that we learn how much love we can really possess.

You can fall in love in an instant.
Its the letting go that takes time.

*HUGE SIGH* I suddenly miss someone so badly.
Yeah, My first love.
You know what, after 7 years I've still not found anyone who can REALLY replace you.
I still miss you.

I just can't stop crying after reading my posts about you in my private blog.
I miss the way you make me feel that everything's so insignificant compared to you..
The way you used to hold my hand and tell me everything's going to be okay.

I wish I didn't hurt you the way I did, didn't make those stupid mistakes..

I told myself that the time will come, when I'll stop loving you and I'll forget you.
But why is it that after 7 years, that time hasn't come yet..
Really, Sometimes, you don't realize how much you care for someone until they stop caring for you..

I really miss you L.. I wish you knew.

Study break.

2010-09-26T09:48:00.000+08:00

Hi everyone, I'll be closing down my blog from now till the end of O's.
Yeah I know, as much as I would like to keep blogging, I probably won't have the time to do so anymore.
So yes, this is my official last post till O's are over - 12 November 2010.
No promises that I'll be back then though, coz I might get too caught up gaming that I forget about this blog. HA!

Before I go, here's a list of things I look forward to after O's :)

1) Holiday to Korea!
OMG I miss Skiing so much!! Hahaha pretty excited ~

2) My Birthday (which unfortunately is BEFORE O levels are over)
Its on 10 November, don't forget okokokok!!!
Haha kidding, I don't really regard my birthday as something super important somehow.
Still, I'll FINALLY be 16 years old and can watch NC16 movies.
Like RESIDENT EVIL: AFTERLIFE, although it probably wouldn't be showing anymore by then.

3) Movie/Drama/Anime marathon.
Oh man, I miss watching shows for like 10 hours continuously.

4) Back to Maplestory (and lotsa gaming)
My dearest Nightwalker (xReneeNW), I MISS YOU SO MUCH.
Omg anyone wants to donate to my Maplestory fund?
Need like SGD200. SGD100 for 1Bil mesos, and another SGD100 for Acash.
Acash is absolutely necessary to make my character look as pretty as before, and I need my 2x experience cards too.

I mean, you understand what I'm saying don't you? Hahahahahah!

5) Rewards from certain people if I do well :)
Needs no further elaboration.

So yeah, wait for me to be back!
But I guess my blog will probably be dead by then and all my readers would be gone.
And less readers means less adverts which result in LESS MONEY (all funds go to my maplestory character). Aww :(

But anyway, while I'm gone, you all can still check out my twitter at www.twitter.com/reneeyeo
My twitter widget is at the side of my blog, you can check it out there too :)
Or you can ask me questions at www.formspring.me/reneeyeo

For any enquiries, I can be contacted at reneeyeo@gmail.com

See you all.
I'm going to do my best, and I will do well :)
Everyone's expectations of me are really high and I'm not about to let them down.

Bye!

Missed me already?

2010-09-25T09:27:00.035+08:00

Hello everyone!!! Thanks for all your emails/comments/"likes"/formspring questions! :)
Haha well, in response to the numerous emails I received telling me not to stop blogging/blog when I'm free, here I am!
HAVE. THE. URGE. TO. BLOG. anyway.
You see, this week, I didn't go to school at all.
And as a result, I had no one to talk to! Talking on MSN doesn't count.
So yeah, just let me talk to you through my post ok? :)

This week was filled of very interesting/funny/happy/not-so-good/unhappy incidents.

First of all, I just want to say that its NOT NICE to say things about people behind their back, especially when you're their FRIEND.
You really think I'm stupid, oblivious to everything that's happening?
Well no, I just don't want to confront you coz I don't think its worth the effort.
SIGH. No, I'm not angry, just hurt.. 'Nuff said.

Jinyi is my jiejie now btw. HAHAHA.
She's so sweet you know!!
I was feeling super upset coz of an unimportant, childish person. And to cheer me up, she sang to me on MSN through her webcam :)
Love her so much man.

And you know what!!! I don't know if its a prank of what, but there were random people confessing to Garry and I on MSN.
There was this sec2 girl who told Garry that she loves him, and that he's so cute -_-
She also said she walks past our class everyday to see him. Rofl!
And there was another person who claimed to be from sec 2 as well and told me "I love you" just three minutes after adding me.
Like seriously? Its a prank. Confirm. I mean, that's too exaggerated to believe =.=

Haha and about the Crazy psycho I talked about?
Well, there was this weird person who told me "I want you so bad. 3 days from now, you'll see me".
Whaaaaaaat? SERIOUSLY, you're kinda scaring me.
OMG. Really, if you're mentally unsound, you should go to IMH, not MSN :)

Oh, and Garry told me that my friend added him on facebook.
My superstar/celebrity friend. Haha my conversation with Garry went like that:

Garry: Eh your friend add me on fb leh -.-
Me: Who?
Garry: *inserts my friend's fb page link*
Me: OMG Fox ADD YOU FOR WHAT.
Garry: How i noe. I should be honored right, superstar add me.
Me: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAH LMAO.
Garry: your friend you laugh -.-

5 minutes later.

Me: OMG Garry I hate you. You made me realize how much I missed Fox :(
Garry: But Fox add me coz of you, so you're responsible :)

Awwww :(

And yeah, I've 76 New emails in my Gmail account. Most of which are from readers asking me questions. And my Formspring account is being spammed too.
But I'm lazy to reply it there so I'll just answer your questions here!

FAQs. (Just gonna answer 5 questions)

1) Are you attached? (This question was asked like more than 10 times)
No, I'm not. And YJ is not my bf in case you're wondering, don't know why so many people are asking me in Formspring whether he is! Just see: http://www.formspring.me/reneeyeo
Haha YJ and I couldn't stop laughing when we read what people were asking!

2) Are you les/bi?
NO. Like WHAT. THE. HECK. -_-

3) How old are you and where are you studying?
I'm 16 this year and studying in Chung Cheng High Yishun.

4) "I added you on Facebook but you didn't accept."
Sorry but I currently have 189 pending friend requests but am too lazy to accept or reject any.
And just in case you are wondering, people whom I don't know are added SELECTIVELY :)

5) Do you like yourself? -_-
I think this question is super lame HAHAHAHA.
I mean, if I say yes people will think I'm super proud or something, and if I say no, haters will start saying things like "I understand why you don't" -_-
Haha well, lets just say there are times when I love being me, and other times when I really hate myself too =)

Haha alright, any other questions can be asked at http://www.formspring.me/reneeyeo
You can choose to ask it anonymously as well so I won't know who you are! HAHAHA.

Yeaps ok, preparing to go out soon!
See ya!

P/s. I'm gonna edit the time of the previous post soon such that it appears on top, coz I want people to know I'm on study break.

Thank you.

2010-09-16T17:55:00.003+08:00

You know, sometimes when you feel like nobody cares and that the whole world's against you.. and then you hear something nice from the person you least expected.

I forgot how good that felt.. till today.

Thanks a lot :)

Oh yes, and I will be going back to school tmr.
I miss that cute guy's smile. Awwww ~

Haha see ya.

2010-09-15T17:17:00.006+08:00

Well, what can I say?
I'm just in utter shock at your sudden outburst of profanities.
Yeah whatever, I don't care. It just reflects a lot about your character.

Anyway, I'll be back in school soon *I hope*

On a side note, Garry messaged me that "Eh A lot of people like your cute boy of doom leh"
Hahahaha!! I like his description, especially the fact that he said "YOUR cute boy" =P
And he asked "Are you saddy waddy (he means sad) that you got so much competition?" Muahahahhaahah!

PRETTY BOY IS MINE OK OK OK OK!!!!! AWWW.
See you all soon :)

P/s. HEADACHE HEADACHE HEADACHE!

Cute guys

2010-09-13T16:52:00.002+08:00

ME: "If he's gonna be there, I promise never to miss another supplementary class again."

Lydia: "If he's there, I will ask for MORE supp!"

Hahahahahaha Rofl.

Cute guys cute guys cute guys cute guys cute guys cute guys cute guys <3
HE IS SO CUTE OMG =O

Smile even if it hurts.

2010-09-12T17:05:00.004+08:00

Why was Snow White given an apple with poison?
To show that not all people are as kind as they pretend to be.

Why did Cinderella have to run away when the clock struck midnight?
To remind us that everything has limitations, even dreams.

Why did Ariel decide to exchange her fins with feet?
To show that anyone is willing to give up anything just to be happy.

A matter of time, nothing last forever.
Happiness is always short-lived.

Everything you're not.

2010-09-11T09:28:00.004+08:00

I've been bruised and I've been broken
Can't believe that I put up with all this pain
I've been used and I was chocking on the promise
I would never fall again

Your darkness was my weakness but it turns out
That it only went so deep
A meaningless diversion that is all that you
Ever meant to me

'Cause all I want is everything you're not

Well, hey there. Shan't talk about the unhappy stuff.
All I can say is that your ignorance astounds me..
Seriously? Get your facts right before you start spreading crap about me.
Yeah whatever, I shouldn't be so petty should I? :)

Anyway, I went out really early in the morning yesterday.
I was like "OMG I look like I just woke up".
Reply: "No you look like you haven't woken up" Hahahahahahaha Thanks a lot! -_-

Haha and I was telling Jinyi, Ruoruo and Helen that I haven't seen them online for a long time.
And Jinyi said "喂！我整晚都開著msn , 你有上線都不來找我哦！"
HAHAhahahaHAHAHAHAH! Ok fine, from now on I'm going to talk to you so much you'll regret asking me to =P

And YJ likes Jinyi you knowwwwwww =O
He keeps saying "Her nose is so sharp" and "Her cheekbones are so nice" -_-
LMAO. I couldn't agree more. Hahahaha.
Jinyi makes me feel depressed, she's like 175cm and she said that the heaviest she has ever been is 48 kg. Whaaaaaaaat? I feel so fat now :(
And I feel short too! Ruoruo and Helen are both taller than me! AWWW.

Well lets see, I've been introduced to my Eyecandy recently and I found out that my EC is left-handed!
Hahaha Helen was like "Follow me now. QUICK."
Me: "Go where?!"
Helen: *pulls me over* "Hi ------, this is Renee. Renee, this is ------"
LOL I HATE YOU HELEN HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
Whats your problem!! Sometimes I really hate you, but then again, I don't know what I would do without you =P
Oh, and my EC's response was "Oh hi Renee, I know who you are." =O!!!!!
Shocked ttm! Lol MY EC IS SO CUTE.

Hahaha alright I'm off already. Going out soon.
xoxo.

Catch me.

2010-09-09T17:41:00.009+08:00

Before I fall too fast
Kiss me quick, but make it last
So I can see how badly this will hurt me
When you say goodbye

Now you see why I'm scared
I can't open up my heart without a care

BEEN BUSY... and a little upset.
I just don't know if I can hold on anymore.

P/s. Hi Helen, I miss you.

2010-09-08T18:38:00.002+08:00

I love it when I make you smile :)

P/s. Yeah, I like you too.

Perfectly imperfect.

2010-09-07T17:11:00.004+08:00

It's like he doesn't hear a word I say
His mind is somewhere far away
And I don't know how to get there
All he wants is to chill out
Like he doesn't even care

We're face to face
But we don't see eye to eye
Like fire and rain
You can drive me insane

But I can't stay mad at you for anything

"Why does she want to know all the random, stupid things about me?"

Just here to share an awesome vid from the Camp Rock 2.
Watched it yesterday on Disney Channel and I totally love Nick Jonas and Chloe Bridges now!
Hahaha Chloe is Nick's love interest on the show!
Anyway, here's a vid of Nick singing to Chloe :)
Chloe's super pretty and Nick is so cuteeeeee ~

xoxo.

P/s. Demi Lovato has an awesome voice. Love her songs.

Baby you'll be my only.

2010-09-06T16:43:00.004+08:00

You oughta know, tonight is the night to let it go
Put on a show, I wanna see how you lose control
So leave it behind cause we have a night to get away
come on and fly with me, as we make our great escape
So baby dont worry, you are my only

(T likes my eyes in this photo -_____-)

Hi everyone I'm back!
Didn't have the time to update for the past few days coz I've been pretty busy.
Went out and didn't use the comp.

Well, yesterday night I went to have dinner at my cousin's house.
Haha it was kinda fun. Cousin introduced a few games to me but I'll play it only after Os ~
Realized that so many of us are having important exams this year!
Like really, 2 people having their PSLE this year, another 2 having A levels, and O levels for me!
Wow! Hahaha.

Hmm.. and on Saturday night, had dinner with some other people from church.
They went to eat TURTLE SOUP you know!!!
Omg, I didn't dare to eat that. Hahahahahah.
I tried crocodile meat though.. pretty good I must say.
If I didn't know it was crocodile I would have eaten much more. Lol!
I didn't dare eat the frog too. Tried it before when I was much younger, but that was only because they told me it was chicken -_-

Ahhaha and Garry was being lame by disturbing my dinner!
He msged me about his beloved xl who isn't pretty at all!
Hmfph! He says jon likes xl but its him who likes her lor!!
Hahahahaha and I replied him that "I'm getting kinda bored with this xl talk. Sucha typical Singaporean"
LOL and he said "Oh really? I thought you were kinda interested in her?"
WHAT THE HECK. Loooooooooool. That's such an insult, why would I be interested in XL?!!?
Hahahahahahahaha I don't like little kids ok -_-
Garry is seriously super lame hahaha he likes xl but keeps saying other people likes her instead.

Oh and yesterday I accidentally msged Garry instead of T.
I msged him "You ate all my mint candy right!! ~" Lmao!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA opps!

Yeah alright shall go and continue studying now.
Studying Chemistry today :)
See ya!

It doesn't mean a thing.

2010-09-04T11:30:00.039+08:00

And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are

A little upset now because of what someone did.
I guess its true, its the people you love most that can hurt you the deepest.
But yeah, if you don't care, why should I?
Seriously pissed. Learn to grow up and stop your backstabbing crap.
Its disgusting to know the things you do behind my back when you act so nice in front of me.
Whatever, we should just stop being friends.
You never regarded me as one in the first place - Friends don't do this kind of shit to friends.

Forgetting all these crap, this week had been pretty awesome.
No doubt tiring, but had lot of fun in school :)
Still, I'm glad its the weekends! Saturdays are always fun.

Hmm, well, had English remedial yesterday till pretty late.
We were checking through our comprehension for English paper 2.
Wow? I got marks added for like 3 questions such that I passed the comprehension section already. LOL.
Initially they said only 4 people IN THE WHOLE SCHOOL (and 0 in class) passed.
HA! Can you believe that? That's like so ridiculous lololol.
But after yesterday, about 5 people in class managed to pass. Hahaha!

Anyway, A for literature again. 3 marks higher than prelim 1's result -_-
But SS was really bad this time and it pulled down my combined humanities marks. Aww =(

Oh and Lydia did something super annoying to someone!
Hahahaha, Derek even came over to tell me "You know what you friend did a not?"
ROFL. One of our classmates was sleeping and Lydia who was passing the worksheets behind just went to place it on her head!!!! Haha damn gl right ._.
That classmate was really pissed and glared at her you know!!!

Yeah, and on Thursday when we were in the LT, Lydia accidentally threw her pen in front and it almost hit "Muffin boy's" head.
Hahaha then Yan Xiang who saw what happened, told me to take the pen and throw it at muffin boy. LOL!
But I didn't do that, I'm not so bad :)
Instead, Lydia and Joel threw their tie on his head. HAHAHAHAHAHA ROFL MAN.
All the people behind were like laughing away!
And the muffin boy was super pissed that he took the tie and threw it over to the side where the steps are.
Ahhahah WIN.

And Yesterday while waiting for English remedial to start, most of us were playing card games.
Lydia and Derek played blackjack and Lydia won at the first round.
She was like "OH YEAH!!!!" and waved her cards at our faces immediately. Super hilarious lol!
Derek and Joel were like saying "Siao kia!" HAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
And I wanted to play but they said, "You play next round la. Msg your stead first."
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA Awww ~

Went to J8 at night and I coincidentally met Stella and Rebecca =P

Haha, yeah alright.
I'm going out later.
See you all and enjoy your September holidays!
It doesn't feel like a holiday at all though, taking into account the number of days we have remedials. *sobs*

xoxo.

You’re amazing just the way you are.

2010-09-02T17:57:00.002+08:00

Yeah I know, when I compliment her she won’t believe me
And its so sad to think she don't see what I see

Oh you know
Id never ask you to change
If perfect is what you're searching for
Then just stay the same

T, I'm just glad to know I've a special place in your heart.
And you know, its amazing how much you make me feel for you..
Its more than I've ever loved anyone before.

Its like, every time you talk to me you make me fall in love over and over again with you..
Thank you for everything, even the smallest, most insignificant things.. Coz it makes me happy just knowing you care.

And thanks for your msg yesterday, it really cheered me up a lot :)
I love you hunn.

You complete me.

2010-09-01T17:04:00.001+08:00

I finally found you, my missing puzzle piece - I’m complete.

Hi everyone. Been studying chemistry since this morning =)
Omg, 54 more days till our first O level paper. That’s like so soon!
But really, I’m kinda looking forward to it a little.
I mean, the faster it starts the faster it ends right?
Really envy my brother! His PSLE starts like in end September!
That means by October it will all be over already!

Oh, and my brother told me that his form teacher asked him yesterday “Where is your sister?”
OMG. I feel so bad for not going back to my primary school!!
I’m surprised they still remember me though.. HA. My brother’s current form teacher was my Primary 3 teacher you know! That’s like 7 years ago -_-
More than 5 of my primary school teachers added me on facebook you know!!!
HAHAHAHA, yeah, THEY added me. Not the other way round =P

Muahahaha. Feels so good to be remembered after so long.
Nice. Plus my name’s still on my primary school website under the Achievements category. That’s really awesome ~
What achievement you ask? Hmm. Would you believe, track and field?
Hahahaha yeah, I used to be in Athletics.
Man, I miss my primary school.
Gotta go back soon! Maybe I’ll go back when my brother collects his PSLE results (If I’m allowed to that is.)

Yeah, and you know what? I’m being harassed by people (girls and guys alike) almost every other day!
I mean, just see this!

WHAT THE HECK. I don’t even know who’s that!
Its getting really annoying. Every time I log in to MSN/Facebook chat, these people
won’t stop talking to me.
And no, it doesn’t help to block them coz they’ll just add me again on fb or create another email account to add me on msn. Annoying TTM!!
Oh yes, and in case you were wondering, I appeared offline after saying my last sentence to her =P

TSK. Told YJ about what happened and he won’t stop laughing at me!
He says I shouldn’t be so nice to people otherwise they’ll try to be funny -_-
I guess that’s true. Even Garry says that (someone) keeps talking to me coz I give him the impression that I like him -_-
Ok fine. The next person who annoys me will get it really bad, I promise. HA.
YJ says I should have replied something mean to that girl above, instead of my MILD and FRIENDLY response.
Maybe saying something like:
“Too bad you’re not pretty enough, if only you looked like Ashley Greene then maybe you’d stand a chance. But really, girls in general don’t interest me.”
Or how about
“But you’re doing it all wrong. Instead of turning me on, you’re kinda turning me off.”
HAHAHAHAHA, those were suggestions given by my best guy friend, YJ :)
Rofl, He is so cute rightttttt! ~

Tsk, whatever. I get so pissed off by people talking crap to me.
Really, if you want to talk, don’t say this kinda of perverted and disgusting things to me..
Ha. And nope, I’m not interested in a r/s right now. (T is an exception hahahaha)
The most important thing to me now is my O levels, so really, just leave me alone.

Well, see you all. I need to go and study again.
Really have to work hard during the remaining time I have left!
Bye for now ~

There is a place where the grass is really greener.

2010-08-31T17:05:00.010+08:00

You think I'm pretty, without any makeup on
You think I'm funny, When I tell the punchline wrong
I know you get me, So I let my walls come down

Let's go all the way tonight
No regrets, just love
We can dance, until we die

My heart stops when you look at me
Just one touch
Now baby I believe this is real
So take a chance and don't ever look back <3

2010-08-30T17:10:00.014+08:00

Don't even talk about the consequences
Cause right now you're the only thing that's making any sense to me
And I don't give a damn what they say, what they think
Cause you're the only one who's on my mind

I just got owned by Joel's lame video!
You know, those whereby a scary face suddenly pops out and is accompanied by a high pitched scream? HA!
I really got pwned, was using earphones and it was like max volume some more! Ahhah!
I kinda jumped out of my seat. Opps!
Nice one ~ T and Helen got cheated by me after that as well. LOL.
Awwwwww sorry T, hahaha!!

I love you T. SO MUCH :))))))))

Love the way you lie.

2010-08-29T17:01:00.002+08:00

Its not what I’m used to, just want to try you on
I’m curious for you - caught my attention.

Hi everyone! Went to church yesterday, and we had the SOT graduation.
Congrats Clara on your graduation!!! =)
Wow. I thought we were already doing a lot by blowing our whistles and cheering loudly when Clara’s name was called.. But no! There was someone who blew the TRUMPET when their friend went on stage!!!!
Hahaha omg! =O

After church went to Raffles City for dinner with some other people from church – (Like more than 30 of them!)
I saw the cute 3-year-old boy again! His name is Jared ~
Haha he sprayed his hair with temporary red dye. Super cute!!! =)
We ate at some Jap place (can’t remember the name AS USUAL). Ha.
The food was awesome. And the mango juice was so nice that I order two cups of it, there was like real mango inside! Yums ~

They celebrated 3 (or 4) people’s birthdays afterwards.
My 4 year old brother is so cute you know!!! He only wanted the cake given by his children’s church teacher and stood beside her waiting!
Ahhah! I remember how I used to like my Children’s church teacher a lot too, I guess all kids do :)
One of his children’s church teacher is also my SCHOOL teacher -_-
And he says that she always touches his cheek and say he is so cute!
Muahahha! I couldn’t agree less. My brother is the cutest =P

Went home after that.

And yes, I’ve been studying since this morning =)
Oh, and Garry just SMSed me that “Taka got Hong Kong lao po bing leh from hong kong de”. ROFL.
I find it damn funny that he suddenly msged me that LOL!
Ok actually I know why he said that, coz as you know, he frequently goes back to HK to visit his relatives.. And the other time I told him, “When you go back to hk must buy something for me ok, Lao po bing also can!” Lmao!!!
I was only joking you know!!!
But still, bring one for me tmr ok? Thank you! ~

Ahhah! Alright, I’m off.
Time to study again ~

P/s. Feeling super annoyed! Random people whom I don't know personally won't leave me alone.
Like what the heck?
There's this random girl who's like spamming me and when I didn't reply she says I'm ignoring her -_-
Of course I am! I don't even know you. TSK.
Pissed off now, my game just crashed coz 7 people are talking to me on the laggy FB chat at the same time.
Whatever la, not going online anymore.

I love you more than life itself.

2010-08-28T11:56:00.021+08:00

I know they gonna say our love's not strong enough to last forever
And I know they gonna say that we'll give up
But how can they understand that our love is just heaven sent
We keep on going on and on cause this is where we both belong

Yes, I love to be loved by you :)
T, I love you so much.

Haha Hi everyone. I'm feeling happy today hahahaa!!!
Well anyway I'm heading out soon, so here's just a short post.

School was fine yesterday. Enjoyed PE lesson coz Weile and I had the opportunity to disturb Lydia again!
I think we're so annoying. Muahahhaah!!
We were like tickling Lydia until she banged into the teacher's butt LOLOLOLOL.
Lmao I can't stop laughing when I think about it.
The teacher (not saying which) was like dancing the ACES dance so happily when suddenly Lydia banged into him!!!!! He was like super shocked and kinda jumped. OMG =O

The rest of the day was pretty boring - most periods were taken up by relief teachers.
Oh, and Helen is so impatient! She spammed me with 34 SMSes with the SAME msg. TSK!

Anyway had a very lame conversation with Garry yesterday (actually we do that all the time!)
Lol, anyway, here it is! Haha!
(Please excuse my wrong usage of chinese LOL I WAS ONLY CRAPPING)

Yeah I know my Chinese sucks, you don't have to rub it in ok okay OK?! ~
Ahhah! Damn, I really ought to grow up and stop talking crap all the time. Tsk!
Oh yeah, and if you talk to me on MSN, use CHINESE ok!
I needa improve on my Chinese coz 近憶 and Janet are so good in Chinese that I feel inferior speaking to them! HA, their FB statuses are like some philosophical crap and I CAN'T UNDERSTAND. -_-

Haha. Anyway currently talking to my brother's Classmates.
No idea why they all added me!
My brother says his classmates say I'm pretty. LOL Thanks! =)
(Although I don't think I am)
And also, talking to Vivien Tan from Maplestory! Garry went to tell her I'm currently overseas ZZZ! (She's only P5 or smth)
WHY ARE ALL THE KIDDIES TALKING TO ME. Rofl! Must be coz I'm so nice! =P

Oh and some random guy on my fb just asked me "Can we be lovers?" -_-
OMG HOW UNLUCKY CAN I GET.
Why do some people like you even when they don't know you?
I replied "I'm really VERY annoying and obnoxious in real life. SERIOUSLY."
Yeah, like that. HA.

ALRIGHT Bye. I'm off already.
Oh, and I'll be going to Seoul this year end! AGAIN ~ Haha I just went there in 2008.
*Excited*

xoxo.

The hole in my heart.

2010-08-27T17:03:00.009+08:00

You’re the only one who’s got enough of me to break my heart.

It really breaks my heart to see you so upset.
I guess, the best I can do is to not add on to your unhappiness..
You told me that I shouldn't hide my feelings just to make you happy.. But really, what could make me more upset than seeing you hurt so much?

I don't know how to make you feel better.. And maybe it doesn't help anything, but I want you to know that I will never ever leave you.
I mean, you know that right?
That I'll always be there for you?

Be strong. I love you.

Wracking waves of hurt.

2010-08-26T17:05:00.010+08:00

No I don’t even know your name.
It doesn’t matter, you’re my experimental game – Just human nature.

Hey there. Yeah, I guess, I’m feeling much better now.
Still upset, but well, life still goes on.
It hurts yeah, but time will dilute all feelings – I know it will.

Anyway got back some prelim 2 results – for 4 subjects to be exact.
I feel so disappointed with myself especially for Amaths, there were like 4-5 questions with “check” written on it, meaning it was a CARELESS MISTAKE.
And as a result, subsequent parts were wrong as well. Lost like 30-40 marks (out of 180) due to carelessness.
Tsk, could have easily gotten an A1 instead of a miserable A2 =(
Super upset, I feel like such a failure..

Well but I was pretty surprised at my physical geog marks.
My percentage for Physical geog is an A2.
And this is surprising coz I DID NOT study Rivers and coasts but did the questions on that topic! -_-
Rofl I got like 19/25 for that question.
Hahaha must have been my evaluative questions that helped me! I scored 7/8 for both =P

Oh and many people are like really pissed with someone.
Let’s just call that person X.
Yeah, so X has been like being REALLY ridiculous and we can’t stand it -_-
I was complaining to W about how much I dislike X and W said “Its not like everyone likes X right” Hahahaha!!!
And Lydia even said “If anyone ever likes X, they must be quite out of their mind!”
Ahhahah!! I think so too.
Roger’s comment is the best, he said “She bark like a dog like that!” -_- He likes to make exaggerated remarks all the time. Haha!

Actually I didn’t dislike X at first, but X is so gl to me that I can’t stand it!
If someone is mean to you and you still like that person you must be out of your mind =.=
Well I admit that we’re not totally faultless, in the fact that we didn’t inform you first.
But really, you didn’t even bother to hear us out. We DO have a reason in doing what we did, its nothing against you personally, really.

Hahahahahaha its okay I'm not really angry, I don't stay angry for long =P

Hmm and both Roger and Derek knows who the "pig" is!!
Lydia was like EXCLAIMING: "THE PIG!!!!!!!!!" *Excited*
Then Derek and Roger were like "That one right!!!!" Hahahahahahahaha ~ Nice.

I guess that's all that happened in school.

Anyway, T, I know you're going through a hard time and I know how upset you're feeling too.
I just want you to know that I'll always be there for you no matter what happens..
I love you more than anything.

I feel so down.

2010-08-24T17:27:00.010+08:00

- post removed -

Just need some time and I'll be alright again... I guess.

Never thought it would hurt this much.

2010-08-23T12:55:00.009+08:00

When you look into my eyes, it takes my breath away.

Hi everyone! End of Prelim 2!
Not feeling particularly happy though.. its like, O levels seem to be approaching so soon!
In two months in fact.
*Yawns*, and I'm so tired now.

Anyway on Saturday, the first thing my friend told me when she saw me was "你变瘦了!"
Hahaa REALLY?!~ Super happy at her comment.
But actually I don't think I lost weight, its probably just coz she hasn't seen me in a LONG time. Ahhah!!

Well and I watched FML this morning the minute I got home from school!
Haha Pearlyn is so funny I SWEAR. LOL.
I couldn't stop laughing when I watched the video of her commenting about Qiuqiu.
ROFL. Why she buy so many "tablecloth and curtain" HAHAHAHAHAHA.
"Again 5 dollar, her favourite number five ah" and "She look like Michael Jackson". ROFLMAO.
Per is super funny -_-

And guess what? QQ tweeted this after hearing Per's comments:
"Shopping for budget barbie soon. Don't know if bugis village got sell table cloth or not. Lololol."
ROFLMAO. Shit, I'm like laughing uncontrollably now.
Why are they so funny?!?!?!! -____-

Hahahaha ok everyone I'm going to sleep now.
Super tired!!!! Goodnight all ~

P/s. I'm missing T so badly right now :(

Letting go even if it hurts.

2010-08-21T11:08:00.026+08:00

Damn it. I get jealous way too easily.
Never thought I would fall for you as hard as I did..

Hi there everyone. Not in the best of moods right now because of a couple of reasons.
Just realized how so many people around me are just hypocrites. Really hate it when people say crap about me behind my back.
Oh, whatever. I can't really be bothered.

Well anyway, had our Physics Paper 1 yesterday.
Its much more difficult than our Prelim 1's paper!
Like really, out of the 40 MCQs there were like 3 which I had absolutely no idea how to do AT ALL, and so I just randomly picked out the answers. HA they were mostly the calculation questions.
Hahahaha everyone were saying this after the exam: GG already =P
Paper only lasted for 1hour and we were released from school ~

Went to Riverwalk at Clarke Quay for evening PM.
I saw my Eye candy! =O Hahaha!!
Cabbed home after it ended.. The taxi driver was like SINGING along with the radio you know!!!
Felt so tickled and wanted to laugh out loud OMG. Hahahahahaha!!!!

This morning, wanted to sleep in and wake up late but Helen kept calling me and asking me to wake up!! -_-
On a side note, I need a new earpiece/headphone for my laptop.
My current one's spoiled and sound only comes out from one side. Super annoying!!
And the reason I need headphones is because people like Helen keeps talking crap and laughing like a mad person every time I webcam with her ._.

Hmm and I think FML is really an awesome show!!!
Watched yesterday afternoon and Per was really hilarious lor!
She said her grandmother said her Aunt die coz "Her hair poke her eye". ROFL.
Her hair poke her eye!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
I'm going to trim my fringe already, I don't want to die ahhhhahahah!!!

I'm that "Ladygaga" in the chat btw. Love Gaga ttm, I SWEAR.
Then I randomly typed that "Hong Kong got a lot of chiobu" and per said yes! Haha she agrees!!
Its true lor!! But somehow I think there are more in Taiwan, went there last year ._.
Ok whatever, why am I saying this hahahhah!!!

Bye. I'm going out soon.
xoxo.

P/s. T says I'm so sweet today <3

Irrationally in love.

2010-08-19T17:04:00.000+08:00

Hi there everyone! Just a short update about what’s going on before I go off to study again. Two more papers before prelim 2 ends!
Well firstly, Today’s E. Maths paper was super freaking difficult.
The E. maths paper was even more difficult that the A. maths paper?
What crap is that man!! The standard is like 5 times more difficult than O level’s standard hahahah!
Human geog was super difficult too, why are the tourism questions so difficult?!?!? That’s like my favourite chapter, so sad now :(

Hmm what else…. Had my O level English oral today and I think it went kinda well.
The examiners weren’t yawning or frowning like my other friends’ examiners were. Hahaha!
Moreover, they said “Good!” like 3 times every single time I finished answering ~
Hopefully they meant it. LOL.

Oh yes, and Chinese results are out already.
There’s like only ONE MISERABLE A1 from our class and the national distinction rate is only around 25.7 % -_- (Distinction meaning A1 and A2 mind you)
That’s freaking low for Chinese.
Well anyway I got an A2 and I’m not retaking.
Not because I’m satisfied with it but because scoring a merit for my Chinese oral doesn’t give me a high chance of still getting an A1.
Haha still think it’s a miracle that I can get an A2, coz Chinese really is one of my weakest subjects.
Hahahaha 于老师 said “佳慧你进步了很多” when she told me my results ~ *Happy*

And you know what Yan Xiang said?! He said, “You also can get A2 I can go jump down already. Coz I see you as someone very lousy in Chinese.” Ahhahhhh!!
And Weile and Jianeng said “OMG I’M SHOCKED” you know!!!
WHY!!!! Why are you all so discouraging hahahaha -_-

And I must say that the exam period is really fun. Ha, take the blackout in the hall for instance. Its like the funniest thing that ever happened lol.
Everyone was so excited over the damn blackout zzz.
And Lydia is being erm… mean by saying someone looks like a terrorist.
LOL Roger said “Got people like you no more racial harmony already”. SERIOUSLY.

Yeah alright, I’m off already.
Btw, today marks the first month with T =) Haha.
Love you.
Bye!

2010-08-15T17:28:00.002+08:00

EXAMS till 23 AUGUST
Follow me on twitter at www.twitter.com/reneeyeo till then!

A love that can’t be shaken.

2010-08-15T17:09:00.007+08:00

Hi everyone. Physics and Emaths papers tmr!
Hahaha taking a break from studying, I studied continuously for like 7 hours already.
My head’s hurting pretty badly right now. But I bet tmr’s gonna be worse when I have to study for Chem. Omg =O

Well anyway I had lots of fun yesterday.
I love chatting with people you know you know you know!!! =P
Hahahaha while waiting for per to wake up yesterday we (all 100 over of us) were like chatting on chatango.
I like it when per gives the cheerface hahahah so cute. Per looks damn awesome when she smiles ~
PER: "I Where got look like i from CHINA?" ROFL!!!
Yeah and well my friend, Linlin, was there too ~

She’s only 13 but there were so many people who were kinda like preying on her -_-
Seriously LOL they kept asking her for her fb and msn. Hahaha.
I wasn’t spared from these idiots too ZZZ.
Coz like they asked me what’s my age and I told them 16.
Then they said, “Why aren’t you studying for O’s?”
So I replied, “I’m tired of studying chem :( ”
Then there was this idiot who said, “I can help you with biology! Its all about the human body.” What the heck man SERIOUSLY -_-
Another guy was asking, “Are you attached? You look quite hot.”
LMAO. Immediate block =P
But like over 10 people wished me good luck for my O's yesterday hahahaha thank you so much man :)

Some other people who were in the chat as well were saying, “What’s with the old cow eat young grass thing.” Rofl!!
Really man, what's with them targeting a thirteen year old girl.
Oh yeah, then they asked me for my fb and after I gave them, they said "You have a slanted finger and you're really damn tall."
LOL. MY SLANTED FINGER!!!! Ok, it isn't really slanted. Its just that I can bend it VERY far backwards =P
I can move my ears too, wanna see? Hahahha!

Oh and you know what else!! Linlin like totally stalked me on facebook you know ~
She asked me why my friends list filled with hk and taiwan people.
Ahhaha! Coz they're Helen and T's friends =P
T's from taiwan and Helen's from hk. Linlin you stalkerrrrrr hahaha!!!

Anyway I think its stupid that people are calling QQ names like "Shalala girl" just because of her use of singlish and the fact that she ends every sentence with a "la".
I mean, yeah, so her English isn't exactly perfect.... but really, how does criticizing someone else benefit you at all -_- Ridiculous.

Oh and btw, I cut my fringe AGAIN.
I know I just cut it like 2 weeks ago or something but it really grows back so fast!
And its so annoying coz its like disturbing my eyes so I went to have it cut again =P
AND ITS SUPER SHORT NOW OMG.
Can't camwhore for like 2 weeks already.
Oh man.... Sheesh. Its ok, I don't really give a damn about my hair anyway.
I could go on ranting for hours about my hair, but believe me, you wouldn't like it....

Alright, bye everyone. Back to studying already.
Can't wait for prelims to end man :(

2010-08-14T12:48:00.017+08:00

FML is damn nice. Ahhah!! I'm still watching lol.
Per just woke up at like 12pm ._.
Aww she's late for cheerleading practice again!

LMAO They're like telling jokes now. Super racist man.
But I can't stop laughing!!!! HAHAHAHA.
Sharing the joke with Garry now and he says "She's soo going to get into trouble man."
HAHAAHA nope she isn't, the jokes are given by like the viewers =P
Ahhahaa Elephant juice (I love you) =P

Non-racist jokes: (Not gonna type racist jokes coz I don't wanna go to jail LOL)
Why are most blonds born near a highway?
Answer: That's where most accidents happen. AHAHHHAHAHA!!!

What is the fastest way to get to the Night safari?
Answer: Open your safari browser and turn off the lights. HAHAHAHA.

ROFLMAO Her racist jokes are the funniest la. Can't stop laughing now.

Per says she's going to church on Sunday with her friend to look for girls and hot guys. LOL.
I'm going to church tonight =P

And we're meeting at 5pm at AMK HUB for pepper lunch HAHAHAHAHA.
Can you imagine like if 150+ people go LOLOL.
Then per is asking us not to wear so nice hahahaha.
And there were suggestions to wear tuxedo there LMAO!!!!
And someone said, "WEAR TALIBAN COSTUME THERE."
Then Per say, "If you all dress really very weird I'm just going to ignore you all. Siao lor wear taliban costume eat pepper lunch" HAHAHAHAHA.
DAMN hilarious man, I can't stop laughing ._.

HAHAHA OK BYE.
Follow me on twitter, I can tweet with my phone now =P

2010-08-12T17:42:00.004+08:00

I know I said I wouldn't post till prelims are over but T just talked to me and I really can't help but post. Awww.
T is too cute. ♥

T just asked me, "沒上課?" -_-
And its like 5:46PM. Srsly lolol.
T is so cute and awesome =P

Haha just see. Oh sorry I blurred out the picture and part of our conversation coz its private. Opps!

Ok BYE T's still working so I shall go and study some more and not be annoying =P
Alright I'll admit it, The purpose of this post is just to say how happy I'm that you talked to me!
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ You.
Xoxo, Miss Phoenix.

Watch and learn.

2010-08-10T17:22:00.000+08:00

Hi everyone. Prelim 2 starts tmr and I’ll be MIA till it ends. Awww..
Btw, follow me on twitter if you haven’t.
There will probably be more updates there =)

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Well, and as you can probably see, I changed my blogskin.
Ok not really anyway, I’m not exactly done with it yet.
But yeah, will change it again when I’m less busy.
Haha was lazy to camwhore -__-

Hmm yeah and Fox’s online now *Happy*
Was msging Fox yesterday when Garry happened to sms me too.
So like, I mentioned Fox to him and told him how awesome Fox is.
His response was like, “Who’s that -.-”
Me: “Reality Show superstar”
Garry: “How super can a star be? -.-”
Me: “So super that Fox can melt my heart =P”
Garry: “Aww you need ur meds =(”

Hahahaha. As you can already see, my conversations with friends are all so nonsensical and full of crap HAHAHA. Wonder why they bother replying me at all ;)
All I can say is that I’ve awesome friends =P

Yeah, I guess that’s all.
Wait for me to be back on 23 August, when the torture is over =)
See you.
Xoxo, Miss Phoenix.

Play it cool.

2010-08-09T17:02:00.003+08:00

I want to play it cool, but I’m losing you.
And I'm in pieces, Baby fix me
And just shake me till you wake me from this bad dream

Do you really think you care more for me than I do for you?
No, I really don't think so.

Hi everyone, I’m half-dead now after studying SS for the entire day.
Have to study all chapters now since the teachers didn’t specify which chapters are going to be tested this time. Aww :(

Well anyway, my nickname is MissPhoenix from now on. HAHAHA.
Don’t ask why, trust me, just don’t =)
Ahhah!! Helen is MissBunny LOLOL THAT’S LAME =P
Don’t understand why you choose bunny, that’s like so, erm, girly.
Phoenix is like so much nicer, it’s a mystical bird that rises from the ashes with renewed youth. NICE. Ahhahhhh!!
(Side note: xoxo MissFoxy)

Yeah bye CHAT SESSION NOW. No disturbances please =P

P/s. Speaking of disturbances, someone whom I don't really know well is like annoying me right now. She's like asking "What are you doing now" AGAIN and AGAIN LOL What the heck hahaha -_- TSK.

Desperate for hope.

2010-08-08T17:02:00.006+08:00

Love is a word that gets thrown around a lot, and when I say it, I wanna mean it. -American Pie

Hi everyone. I’ve been studying since this morning for Prelim 2!
Having a really bad headache now and I feel queasy.
But I’m rather happy now, over a secret reason which I’m not gonna tell you all =P
Find out yourselves, hahaha.

Btw, I’ve learnt that when people are angry with you, the best response is to calmly smile and keep quiet. (Oh, and watch them make a fool of themselves when they hurl those insults at you too.)
An example? Well, there was this guy who was like totally slamming and criticizing me, and apparently he likes poking his nose into my own PERSONAL business and announcing to everyone how imperfect and screwed up my life is.
Ha. Well I assure you, I was about to lose it when I heard what he said. Its like, he doesn’t even know a crap about what’s going on and everything he said was like so inaccurate. Seriously.
But instead, all I did was to take a few deep breaths, smile, and said “okay, sure”. =)
(Btw, flaring up and arguing with someone in public is considered uncultured and rude)
Hahahaha and guess what? My friends spoke up for me instead and I didn’t even have to say a word.
Yeah. And surprisingly they seemed to be even more irritated with him than I was. HA!
Lesson learned, NEVER argue with an angry person ;)

Well I don’t think girls should be overly mean anyway, it isn’t lady-like HAHAHA!
Although I still think that Missfoxy’s comments about QQ were so funny and cute… Yet so true.
Just see her chatango page lol damn funny! -_-
Hahahaha she replied me!! I commented "You're so funny and cute" and she replied "Aww, thank you :)" Ahhah!!!
I’m on Chatango too, my username’s ReneeGermanotta ~
Chat with me at reneegermanotta.chatango.com! =)

On a side note, I finally found my iPod and Sony MP4 after misplacing them for a very very very long time.
I’d even thought I left my mp4 at some overseas hotel or something.. So glad to have finally found it!

Hahaha yeah alright, I’m off already.
Now that prelims are drawing near, it just means one thing – Less frequent Internet usage and *sobs* shorter chat sessions with T.
Ok, bye everyone. CHAT SESSION STARTS NOW! =)

P/s. You're so hawt omgomgomg =O

You amaze me.

2010-08-07T11:16:00.009+08:00

Look at him, Look at me.
That boy is bad.
And honestly, he’s a wolf in disguise.
But I can’t stop staring in those evil eyes.

Everyone keeps asking me if I'm okay. What am I supposed to tell them? No, I'm not okay. And then what? So I just smile and say that I'm fine, even though I'm really dying on the inside.

Hi everyone. Well, know what?
I'm going to change for the better, you'll see.
I don't like myself this way - don't like my frequent anger outbursts, the mean comments I make just coz I'm irritated..
I promised T I would change, coz I know that even though you don't say it, its makes you so upset whenever you see me like this. I'm sorry dear :(

And I think I'm so fortunate to have great friends like Garry who always tells me the right thing to do, like ALL THE TIME.
He isn't like the other so-called friends who laugh and joke around when they see you doing something wrong.
Haha Garry's really a great friend lolol, except when he says I have weird taste and when he defends the people I'm angry with. Tsk.
Lol, Nah joking. I'm not even angry anymore :)
Hahahaha but ZY is still cute. I told Garry that ZY is so cute coz he has rosy cheeks and Garry said "Eee You like rosy boy, that is so gay." Ahhah!!

Well anyway, I really need to clear my facebook friend list soon. Like delete certain people.
Seriously. Deleted this guy who was into satanism yesterday, COZ HE SCARES ME.
Omg. People like that, please do not add me coz I won't accept.
Next up, have to delete weird guys who says stupid things which make me uncomfortable. (Unless of course, they have blue eyes and rosy cheeks)
Hahahahha nah joking! ._.

Hmm yeah and I'm thinking of changing my Facebook profile name to Renee Germanotta, seeing how YJ and T changed their last name too. Hahahaha.
Germanotta is Lady Gaga's last name btw =)

Well alright everyone, I'm off.
Going to church later! =P
See you all and enjoy your national day holidays! ~

P/s. Rofl. Helen told me, "Sweetie, just look at his forehead. Its like the amazon forest."
Ahhah!!! Get the joke?
Deforestation = BALDING. Lolol Nice one!

P/p/s. Missfoxy is so hawt. FML's gonna be awesome ;)

Wolf in disguise.

2010-08-06T14:11:00.007+08:00

“I know they say believe in love, it’s a dream that can’t be real.
So girl lets write a fairytale, and show them how it feels.”

Hi there everyone. National Day celebration in school today!
Had fun but I’m really feeling so exhausted right now.
My eyelids feel so heavy. Oh man.
And I'm in a foul mood when I'm tired. Damn.

Well anyway. First up we had to do the collage for the collage making competition.
Then like, we had to write our reflections on "Why I'm proud to be a Singaporean".
LOL. And I wrote: I'm proud to be a Singaporean coz Riz Low rocks. *BOOMZ*
Ha crap. Rofl. Ok I don't seriously like Riz Low. I really don't -_-

And I was kinda clumsy today and accidentally spilled water on Garry. Opps!
Had to say sorry to him numerous times coz I spilled water on him, made his newspaper fly all around, dropped his pen, kicked his table etc. Sorry man, Idk what has gotten into me today. Ha.
While waiting to go to the hall, I was drawing Ahhah!!
I DRAW GAARA nice right!! Lol.

After that, we went to the hall for the celebrations.
Ahhah!! Y is so cute OMGOMGOMG!!
Kept doing lame stuff and laughing at stupid things.
Weile's like mad.

Hmm well and heard from Lydia that Amy doesn't appear in 爱 anymore and that Mingming bullied the blind girl.
TSK. Don't want to watch already.
THE BLIND GIRL IS LIKE THE BEST. Don't like Mingming!!!!! Hmfph!

Let's see what else.. Yeah I kinda promised Garry I'd slap myself every time I say something I shouldn't say.
Oh man, had to slap myself 2 times already.
By the end of our national day holiday I'd bet my face would be damn red already -_-
Ah well, Gotta stop anyway.

Well and know what? I'm feeling angrier than ever and I don't know why.
Probably just unhappy with the way things are now, and most of all, I'm just angry with myself.
Yeah, I just feel so lousy.

And well, you, yes you. I think you'd know who you are.
I'm glad that you're feeling much better now, hope that you'll keep staying happy.
I think I've been kinda mean to you lately and I'm sorry.
And No, I don't hate you, I really don't. The only person I've ever hated is myself.
Its just that, well... To me, you're just like green tea. Not necessary a bad thing, but definitely not my cup of tea.
Get what I mean, don't you?
But it doesn't mean that I like making you upset or hurting you on purpose.
So yeah, I'm sorry. And All the best, you'll do awesome :)

Oh well I've got to go.
Bye everyone. Prelim 2's next week!

Baby, I'm not the best. But I'll give you my best, I swear.

Falling for you over and over again.

2010-08-05T17:12:00.005+08:00

Hi everyone. Short post coz I’m busy today and got to go off soon.
Highlight of the day? Joel, Garry and I used a sticker to trap a bug with it and went to scare the other girls hahaha! That was fun.

And I was showing Garry and Joel a pic of a restaurant and asked “Is this in Hong Kong?”
Then Joel was like, “她给你一个 restaurant 的照片叫你看… Joker 来的…” Lmao!
Hahaha I can’t stop laughing! Ahhah!
Actually the emphasis of the pic was the very attractive person in the photo, not the venue LOLOL xD

Well before I end, I only have one word to say to someone very annoying: Yuck.
Seriously, I have zero tolerance to your nonsense.
So please, if you don't mind. I would appreciate you leaving me alone.

Uh bye. I.AM.SO.BUSY.
Need a breather like NOW.
Hope T calls soon =)

P/s. o_O Janet says I intimidate her and T agrees that I tend to do that -_-
HELLO SERIOUSLY????? They're both mad... yeah.

P/p/s. Ha guess what? Just viewed Katy Perry's twitter and there was like this person who tweeted "Being gay is wrong, period". And Katy Perry replied: "Don't knock it till you've tried it!" ROFLMAO. Ahhah! =)

You feel so low you can’t feel nothing at all.

2010-08-04T17:05:00.003+08:00

I love you, with your flaws and imperfections.
I love everything about you.

Hi everyone. School as usual today.
Had fun! I laughed till I cried again -_-

Well, was chatting with Garry about T and he suddenly said “Sigh. The love of being loved.”
Haha ~ Joel overheard us saying that and asked me “What did you just say?”
Ahhah!! I told him “nothing ~” but unfortunately he heard everything. Opps!
Anyway, he said “Its better to love than to be loved”.
I replied “Yeah man, I agree. When someone you don’t love loves you its very irritating.”
Then he just had to irritate me by saying “Ya like – loves you like that right!” -_-
And Joel keeps calling people “Rich shit” too lolol I find it funny =P

Yeah and Joel was like totally crapping just now.
I asked him to describe someone to me coz I don’t know how she looks like.
Then he said “She’s a young, old woman” and “She’s a chio, ugly woman”.
LOL WHATS THAT. Hahahahahahaha!!!!

Hmm what else… Joel and I, including WY and the rest, were listening to music just now while doing maths worksheets.
Then Garry complained that my music was too loud even though I didn’t find it loud at all!
He lowered it until it was like 2 bars only, till everything was like a whisper. Hmfph! What the heck. I want to hear my Lady Gaga clearly!! ~
But Sharon said she could hear my music too though, opps!
Garry told Sharon this about Joel and I, “他们两个耳聋” LOL. I can’t stop laughing -_-

Oh and I saw ZY today during recess and I think HE IS SO CUTE.
OMG He looks so much like YJ!! Lydia thinks so too! ~
I feel like pinching his rosy cheeks, opps! =X

Well alrightttttt I’m off already.
NEED. TO. STUDY.
Bye!

P/s. LOL Garry, Helen is MISS ASIA PACIFIC LOLOLOLOLOLMAO.
Hahahahahahahaha I didn't know till today -_-
And to think I told her all that crap. Tsk.

The flashbacks.

2010-08-03T17:03:00.003+08:00

I’m losing everything – my heart, my mind, the people I love, you.
Love, life, meaning… …over.

Hi everyone. School was alright today except that I didn’t feel too well..
First of all, I had rashes probably due to an allergy to Joel’s sweet -_-
Joel said he’s allergic too coz his fingers were swollen after eating it. Lmao!
And Secondly, I had an asthma attack today and couldn’t breathe. Tsk.
Garry saw me using the inhaler and said, “Stop using it! You’ll die. The more you use the more reliant on it you become.”
LOL. I will die? -_-
And Garry also said “You see W then W take your breathe away that’s why you cannot breathe right!” Ahhah!! Nice one Garry, I never even thought of that.

Hmm and Hx asked me a very random question today.. He asked, “You can sing well right?”
Er like NO? Wonder what made him think that -_-
Speaking of Hx, he invited me for dinner to celebrate his birthday and Garry wasn’t invited LOL.
Then when Garry asked Hx why he wasn’t invited, Hx said “I only invite my friends.”
Ahhah!!! Nice one lol Garry got owned =P

Garry also told me, “STOP BLINKING!!!”
And I was like “Why! I can’t control it.”
Then he said, “You’re like randomly releasing static.”
Me: “Wow. Er what did you just say?”
Garry: “Ah Nvm.”
Hahahaha! ~ Wow! He says my eyes are releasing static.
Seriously? Thank you Garry lolol =P

Haha and I think we’re very childish.
Joel and I, plus many other people, were like sticking stickers on other people’s backs.
Ahhah! ~ Joel even cut out Katy Perry’s photo from the newspaper and pasted it on his table. LOL then I gave him a heart shaped sticker to paste beside her face!
Hahaha I love Katy Perry too ~
Shall bring Ashley Greene’s photo to paste on my table tmr as well. =D

Yeah okay I’m done.
Shall go and chat with T now =)
Bye!

P/s. I love Monster and Speechless by Lady Gaga ~
I want her new album man. Love her so much!

The raw edges that never healed.

2010-08-02T17:01:00.001+08:00

I hadn’t said one word that was a lie, but I should have lied.
The truth was wrong, it would hurt you.
I would let you down..

I had always thought, that when in love, both parties would be quick to forgive, no matter what the other person has done.
I mean, yeah, sure you’d get angry.. anyone would.
But if there really is love, wouldn’t you want to resolve things as soon as possible?
Doesn’t it hurt more the longer you prolong the quarrel? Does it really matter who’s right?
And what’s worse is that so many times these quarrels and misunderstandings arise from the slightest disagreements and very trivial and unimportant matters.. which aren’t worth it by the way.

I’m kinda confused about what love is now..
What I’d always believed and expected has been proven wrong again and again by the people I love. I’d always thought that if you love someone you’d forgive easily and overlook their flaws..
But I guess, after the way I’ve been treated over the years and from what I’ve seen, I’ve began to doubt if real love even exists..

Yeah, to me, I’d always felt that the greatest pain you can ever feel is seeing the person you love most hurt as a result of your actions.
What I can never understand, is why people deliberately hurt each other with their words just because… they’re angry.
After hurling all those insults, can you really say “I love you” ever again?
It just makes your words extremely contradictory to your actions..

Believe me, I would, as much as possible, never ever want to hurt you.

Well, just feel really upset and disappointed with certain things.
Somehow, I’m always the one getting hurt at the end of it all.
And yeah, I guess.. love isn’t real. Or at least, it doesn’t last.

I hope you understand that I’m not… … whole.
I’m more like a broken mirror, broken beyond repair, incapable of loving ever again.
I’m afraid of not being able to treat to as well as I should, but yet, there’s also the fear of getting hurt again.
Just need you to know, that I never ever meant to hurt you. I wouldn’t..

Yeah bye, need some alone time to sort out my feelings.
Sorry T, ttyl.

P/s. Updated 6:44PM: Feeling slightly better now coz Ti ya is being a noob and it amazes me.
Lol she rated me 9.9/10. HA.
She said the 0.1 is because I like T that's why it isn't full marks -_-
What a lame reason! Irritating Noob ~ Hahaha.

Don't give up.

2010-08-01T17:02:00.001+08:00

The mind keeps thinking you’ve had enough but the heart keeps telling you don’t give up.

Hello everyone! Just reached home from church.
Went to the indoor stadium to celebrate City Harvest’s 21st Anniversary! =)

Jerry was really funny. He asked me “Is today national day?”
Are you like, serious?? LOL.
Wow how patriotic! Hahaha I was like, “Eh little boy. National day’s on 9 August, didn’t you know that?” -_-
And Jerry told me that the very tall guy beside him looked down on him when talking to him. Haha LITERALLY :)
Well after service went for lunch at Waraku at Marina Square then came home already.

Hmm been chatting with Garry and mentioned Helen to him coz she was talking to me AGAIN -_-
You know what, she’s like totally wasting my time..
Helen: Hi.
Me: Hey, sup?
Helen: Hello
=.= I was like thinking “You hello again for what! Don’t waste my time!!” Srsly.

So anyway, Garry asked “Er where’s she from?” (meaning what country is she from?).
Haha nice question wonder what makes him think she isn’t from Singapore -_-
Probably due to the fact that most of the people I tell Garry about aren’t from Singapore.
Hahahaha even my closest guy friend YJ is Taiwanese (but stays in Singapore).
But yeah, well, she isn’t Singaporean too. She from Hong Kong JUST LIKE YOU GARRY. No wonder she’s full of nonsense just like you =P
Garry’s place of birth is HK too btw ~

Well and I’ve kinda been feeling a little moody lately.
Its like, so many bad things keep happening one after another..
Sometimes it really does hurt so much to care..

Oh well, shouldn’t expect too much.
Nobody’s perfect. I’m not either..

Bye.

P/s. Add me on Skype at reneeyeo7.
Gonna delete my MSN coz there are too many strangers adding me ._.

I love you more than anything.

2010-07-31T15:03:00.017+08:00

"There's always been that one person,
No matter how long it's been, or how badly they treated you,
If they said I love you, you will say it back."

I don't want to hurt others again.. Especially not you.

_______________________________________________

Not entirely happy now.
I guess, it just hurts to know that there's someone more important to you than me now.
Yeah, I found out what you did.. even though you didn't want me to know.
Its so ironic that people only learn to treasure things once they lose them.
Well, do as you wish.
Thank you, 'my best friend', for the best cry ever.

Its so upsetting, to realize how fragile friendship is.
Oh well, I have always been that loner - Will always be.
I don't need you.

Has anyone realized how fragile friendship seems to be?
The incessant unhappiness, conflicts, back-stabbing..

Well anyway, I don't care.
I have T, and that's all I want.

Bye. We're strangers from now on.

P/s. Garry's so funny. He made me laugh again when I was feeling so upset :)
He told me to say this to Helen: "hey u look BOMBINGLY BOMB BOMB BANG"
Seriously?!?! Are you out of your mind?!??!!
And just for the fun of it, I really said that and Helen replied this "♥ you baby" -_-
Crazy. Going to delete her alr, don't want to talk to weird people -.-

Wracking waves of hurt.

2010-07-30T17:01:00.003+08:00

Your hold on me is permanent and unbreakable. Never doubt that =)

Hello everyone. I FEEL SO TIRED. TGIF!!
Well It has been raining for the entire day now.. it makes me even more sleepy!

For PE lesson today, we had to do the ACES dance.
Haha! I think its fun, except the fact that Wei le kept hitting me on purpose. Hmfph!!
We were like totally playing a fool.. Lydia even banged into the teacher -_-
LMAO can’t stop laughing.

Oh and we had Literature today..
Mdm Samboo photocopied some people’s model essays for Prelim 1’s paper (including mine) and gave the class.
Hahaha and Raf was saying, “Wow Renee you rock, but your handwriting sucks.”
LOL Ahhah!! He also said, “Only your name is written nicely.” ROFL.
Seriously??! Thanks a lot man, that’s so “encouraging”.
Yeah alright.. I’ll admit it. My handwriting does kinda suck, but that’s only because I was writing quickly right!!! Its better to complete the paper with horrible handwriting than not complete it at all =P

And I have a paper cut =(
Was trying to take out my worksheet and I accidentally cut myself. FAIL -_-

During SS we had to go into groups to discuss issue questions on certain chapters assigned to us.
Then Mrs Tan assigned chapters to all the other groups but for us she said “you all can choose”.
Ahhah!!! WE CAN CHOOSE LOL.
Roger insists that its coz he’s in the group -_-
Nah, doubt so ~

After finishing we were like talking about 爱 (the Taiwanese drama on Channel 8).
Haha Lydia said someone got beaten up in yesterday’s episode and that makes her very happy -_-
And Roger kept criticizing someone, saying “SHE SO FAT LIKE PIG LIKE THAT.”
Lmao! Sorry but I forgot all their names already, I’m not good at remembering Chinese names. Ha. Only can remember Amy and Dolly ~
AND I LIKE THE BLIND GIRL!
Aww, I’m like the only one who thinks the blind girl is awesome. Tsk.

Well, and we were supposed to go for English remedial today.
The sec 4s are split into different classes based on their prelim scores..
And I didn’t want to go coz like erm…. Uh…. No particular reason actually -_-
So I went off before 130 pm… and guess what?
Jia Neng told me that the supp was cancelled as the teacher went for medical checkup and they waited half an hour for nothing!!! Ahhah!
I’m so lucky =)
Like the other time during holidays when I decided not to come back for remedial, it so happened that the remedial got cancelled too. HA, sweetness ~

While waiting for Higher Chinese to end I was in the library with Hx reading books.
Came across this book titled “Killers on the web”.
It’s a DISGUSTING book, don’t read it!!!!!!
So it’s a true story about people have cannibalistic fantasies on eating others and being eaten..
And people actually OFFER to get eaten by others. SERIOUSLY?? YUCK.
Its damn disgusting. I only read like one page and felt sick to my stomach already so I stopped.
EW. YUCK MAN. Wonder why such a book is in the school library..
The way they describe the blood and gruesome killing is so gross!
Oh well.. But I guess the book served its purpose in conveying to readers the dangers of the Internet.

Er and I'm a little annoyed by some rude guy.
He keeps calling me Renee Yeo when talking to me.
SO RUDE. Renee Yeo this, Renee Yeo that -_-
Call my full name for what!!!! *angry*

Last thing, Ask me questions at http://www.formspring.me/reneeyeo ~

Okay games time! Just for a little while :)
Bye!

P/s. 1 Aug, Can't wait! =)

P/p/s. My. Heart's. Aching. So. Bad.
Its so painful to see you miserable but yet be unable to do anything...

Weakness.

2010-07-29T15:54:00.022+08:00

Hey there. Got back result slips today (prelim 1's results).
Got an A1 for combined humanities ~ Haha pleasantly surprised =)
Oh and I didn't fail any subjects.
Still, got to work much harder for Prelim 2!

Yeah and I'm kinda frightened by someone.
Really.. I'm starting to feel so freaked out.
I can't believe how deluded you are... it really scares me.
Well, NAH. I ain't saying anymore..
Its so funny that the more I try to make you think I hate you, you actually think otherwise -_-
Just feel kinda insulted that you think I like you when I don't -_-
You are just really bad at taking a hint, that's all I can say..

*RUNS TO T* Haha I can't wait for 1 August ♥

Well what else... I guess today has been a really boring day -.-
Everyday its like we either do worksheets or go through worksheets in class.
Haha and I kinda don't have a life. Every single day I sleep way past midnight just to complete my worksheets..
Its the same thing for most of us though..

Hmm going to play my games already. I NEED GAMES OMG.
I'VE THAT THIRST FOR GAMES. LOL.
Ok I really do sound like I'm addicted, but I'm not!
I only play for like an hour (or less) a day. And that's really little..
Yeah I'm off to play, Wenyiong is online on NP now. Hope DQ and Garry go online soon ._.

LOL AND I CAN'T STOP LAUGHING NOW -_-
My FB friend (She's Taiwanese too) is really so funny TSK.
And she speaks English so well, like her accent hahaha.
I keep saying that her surname is not a chinese word (coz I can't find it in the dictionary =.=), And she was like pretending to be angry or smth ZZZ.
Her reaction is damn freaking funny -.-
And yes I know, I do have a knack for irritating people =)
That's awesome lol although she isn't really irritated. It must be because she has high tolerance for nonsense lmao.

Yeah alright bye ~
Can't wait for the weekends :)

Confessions of a broken heart.

2010-07-28T17:04:00.005+08:00

I know how you’re unhappy a lot. And, maybe it doesn’t help anything, but I wanted you to know that I’m always here. I won’t ever let you down – I promise that you can always count on me.
But you know that right? That I would never, ever hurt you?

Promise me you won’t hide your unhappiness just to make me feel better… …coz it doesn’t.
I know one thing I care about, and its you..

Yeah, well, hi everyone. Been feeling a little upset recently about certain things in school.
I guess I really bother too much about what people think of me, when in fact it doesn’t mean a crap at all.
It just amazes me how some people can be so biased and one-sided.. refusing to listen to both sides of the story just because they deem yours as less credible..
It really sucks that you get blamed for every single crap that happens, just because you made mistakes in the past..

Yeah, it just hurts so much.
More than being angry… I just feel hurt.
I don’t want to try anymore.

Well putting all these aside, school was pretty much alright today I guess.

During literature lesson today, our teacher wasn’t there so we were standing outside our class… Regina, Sylvene, Pinhui and Yiqing were sitting on the steps of the staircase, then Joel said “I see a round ball. Its tempting ~~~” Haha!
“Can play football kick down one by one” =D
Regina was like asking Joel whether he was going to call our teacher and Joel said “I’m not so boliao…waste my money. Nah, don’t call her, she’ll just show off her iphone again.” HAHA!

Soon after, a relief teacher came and since we weren't doing anything, she came over to chat with us and asked us if we were all going for the cultural night.
Turns out only Joel and I aren't going. Ahhah!
Why do all teachers ask us to go -_-
Before we left she said, "See you at the cultural night ah.." LOL.
Nope, you won't be seeing me ~
I'm not even going to the YOG rehearsal coz I'm not free on Saturdays =D
And Garry keeps asking me to cancel my plans on 7Aug so that I can either go to the YOG or cultural night.
Nah, I ain't going.

Was a little annoyed with some people and began telling Garry..
Haha yeah I kinda do tell Garry almost everything ._.
And you know what he said? He said "But K is biased towards you also what." -_-
Like no? She is like one of the very very very very very few people who doesn't judge people based on their past mistakes but on what they are NOW.
Hmfph!! I like K, she's the best.

Oh and today during english period we went to the comp lab to access the oral learning portal.
Showed weile my facebook inbox (lots of funny msges from weird ppl) -_-
Then weile saw this email from a girl who typed in chinese and said, "SHE SAY U PRETTY LA. YOU DON'T KNOW HOW TO READ AH." -_-
I didn't say I don't know how to read right!!!! lol Insult my intelligence, tsk!!!

And I'm quite happy today coz T finally replied me after NOT TALKING TO ME FOR 6 HOURS. LOL. Hmfph, please don't do that again T_T
AND MY FB FRIEND SENT ME A PRIVATE MSG ON PLURK.
She said, "You're only 15years old... oh my god..."
LOL HAHA FUNNY SIOL WHY IS SHE SO SHOCKED. I'm actually 16 this year and please don't treat me like a kid =(
AWWWWW.
Her age was kinda a surprise to me too ._.

Haha alright I'm off to play games.
My computer usage is restricted so I've to make full use of it =D
Dequan, Garry and I were online on NP together yesterday ~

Oh and Joel told me today that he can ONLY play Dota for THREE hours?
Seriously? ONLY??? That's like damn long already you know.
I would be like so happy if only I could play that long! Hmfph!
Derek is asking me to play Dota too, but I don't want to get addicted ._.

Yeah ok. Off to play some games now.
You don't know this thirst for games man. Its so overwhelming. HA.
Joel agrees.

Bye!

Disheartened.

2010-07-27T17:03:00.003+08:00

Hi everyone. I had a bad day and I feel really tired now..
I feel so disappointed with myself being unable to meet people’s expectations of me.
You tell me to consider your feelings but since when has anyone ever considered mine?
Have you ever realized how difficult this is for me?
Each time, I try my hardest and I fail…it really makes me feel like giving up. Maybe I’m just not good enough.
Sigh. Oh well, shall not start on this..
So it seems, I can’t please everyone.

Well anyway, Today during morning assembly Weikher was like tickling me and asking me to pass on the tickle to the front -_-
Then Mrs Tan was like saying to the school “I can still hear people talking”, and Weikher POINTED TO ME. LOLOL. (I didn’t know she pointed)
Heard Weikher and Chengyung laughing suddenly and they asked, “Do you know what happened just now?”
HAHAHA. They said Mrs Tan smiled when they pointed to me -_- ROFL.
I’m so lucky man =)

Oh and know what?
I realized that more than 5 people in class play neopets!
Garry, Lydia, Jianeng, Dequan, Wenyiong, etc ~
Nice. Weile and Boon Han said they used to play too, WOW.
DQ and WY were like talking about Neopets all throughout the Maths and Chinese periods.
Ha. I’m amazed at how they can talk non-stop =P Garry says its coz they are professionals AHHAHA!

Yeah anyway if you are from 4G/cchy and play Neopets too, Do add us! =P
Mine: My two accounts that aren’t banned are Reneeyjh and PrincessAzula87. (The first one’s my main)
Garry: He has 5 accounts but his main is meteorunit ~
Lydia: pink_tart
Wenying: I_like_goodies123 (Nice IMBA name) =P
Dequan: limdequan
ADD US. HAHA.
Oh and just to clarify, the only reason I play Neopets is because I’m not allowed to play Maplestory =(

Hmm yeah, well, I’ve gotta go.
Feel so damn sad today. Bye.

P/s. Thanks for being so understanding..
I don’t ever want to lose you.

P/p/s. Baby I'm sorry.. I shouldn't have treated you the way I did.
And it makes me feel so bad when you aren't even angry..
I never thought I should deserve what you are giving me now..

I'm so sorry, more sorry than I've ever been.
Do you know, when you hurt, it hurts me too?

I'll make it all up to you, I promise.
You deserve so.much.more.

Ily.

Change of heart.

2010-07-26T17:04:00.004+08:00

We are so different.. Perhaps too different..

Hi everyone! School was pretty fun today, especially during CLOVES (Shall say why later) =P
Got back Human geography results today, got an A2.
It’s better than my Physical geog, which is surprising coz most people did better for physical geog =(

Well Chinese periods are so fun now coz we don’t have lessons anymore since we have already taken our Chinese O level paper =D
Hahaha managed to complete 1 Amaths paper during Chinese lesson.
Yeah and I forgot to put my bag on Garry’s chair today and as a result, Hx came to sit beside me T_T
He kept talking crap and accused me of things I didn’t do *GRRR.
Thankfully Garry came soon after and said “Why you do that to my friend?!” Hahahaha.
Garry even took up his bag and placed it behind Hx (while Hx was still sitting down) HAHAHA NICE.
Then I said “Wow Garry you rock” a little too loudly such that Hx heard and said “Why you say that?!” AHHAH!

Yeah and I didn’t know how to write 淑女 so went to asked Joel.
Then he said “If you are trying to describe yourself you can forget it.” -_- AWWW.
Hahaha What makes you think I’m describing myself =.=
He also said “Anyone related to you is confirm not a 淑女” LOL.
Hahaha nice, he’s insulting all the girls I know LOL. I like your insult =D

And yes, Cloves was really fun =D
We had to do some survey/worksheet on Racial Harmony and we were like totally crapping -_-
We were asked weird questions like "Have you eaten Rojak before?". I answered No simply because it would save me the trouble of answering subsequent questions =D
And we were also asked "Road named after a Chinese?" and we answered "CHINATOWN" HAHAHAHA LMAO.

Oh and there was a relief teacher during cloves lesson and we were talking crap with her ._.
She asked if we had remedial after school and we said no.
Then she said "Graduating class so free ah. Must be coz you all are very clever so can study by yourselves, so fortunate.." (AHHAHA I like siol, call us clever)
Then we answered "YA. After this we go Kbox. Want to join us?"
And she said "The songs you all sing not my generation la..."
JOEL'S ANSWER WAS DAMN NICE. He said "We sing your generation one la...like twinkle twinkle..." ROFLMAO HAHAHAHAHAHA

LOL OK.
I'm done BYE.

P/s. Promises of forever will never be fulfilled. Sorry.

All I want is you.

2010-07-25T17:18:00.004+08:00

Hey there. Just had a haircut. Nothing drastic though, just shorter =)

Well, went to church yesterday and service was awesome! =)
I was playing J’s iphone game coz she kept saying she couldn’t complete the level but I beat it the very first time I tried -_-
Hahahaha YOU NOOB LOL.
Then while playing I was randomly chatting with Stella and started talking crap, said something like “Your colleagues friendly a not?” -_-
LOL Then S was like, “Little girl play your game la! Talk so much!” T_T
Awww bully me *sobs* I’m good at multitasking you know =P Hahaha!

Hmm after service, went to Scape to have dinner with a few other church members (like 30 of them).
Had dinner at a Taiwanese restaurant (forgot the name already) Hahahahaha we filled up like half of the restaurant.
Ok so was chatting with Seth (my 12 year old brother), and he told me about his English Oral (during his prelims) and he said the conversation question was “What type of music do you like?
His answer is damn epic lolol, He said “I like oldies like the Beatles and Beethoven.” AHHAHAHA NICE ONE.
Good job bro, he made the teacher laugh too, just like what I always do =P
And my younger 4 year old brother is so cute, I told him “You look so handsome today ~” and he replied “Thank you ~” in a very high pitched voice ♥

Oh and the 987 FM studio is at Scape.
My brothers and a few other children were like standing at the glass door trying to look inside, while saying “You can’t see the DJs”.. When suddenly, someone walked out.
LOL WE RAN AWAY HAHAHAHAHAHA GOT OWNED.

After that everyone went to have Frozen yogurt =D *YUMS*
And there were like 10 children aged around 1-5 who were playing catching at the basement -_-
Their game goes like this.. First, they assign a king whom everyone has to chase. And of course, the King has to RUN. Haha!
And guess what? My 4 year old brother volunteered me as the QUEEN. LOL.
I was like damn stunned at being volunteered -_-
But I, being the very nice older sister, volunteered Seth as the KING instead HAHAHAHAHAHA.
They were chasing my brother and shouting something which sounded like “YAWWWWWW!!!! CATCH HIM!” =P
And there were a group of shoppers who saw this group of babies running towards them and exclaimed “Oh my God.” Lmao!! Couldn’t stop laughing ._.

Hehe. There was this very cute little boy who looks Korean lol. DAMN CUTE OMG I love his hairstyle ~
Before he left he said to me “Bye jiejie! You’re the queen!!” =D
OMG HE’S SO CUTE ~!

Yeah, we were at Scape till like 11+ pm.
I saw a Green Lamborghini at the Mandarin hotel. NICE! =)

And I slept really late last night.. But still had to wake up early coz I had tuition early this morning =(
Haha yeah alright, see you in school tmr. Bye.

P/s. It makes me so happy every time I log in to MSN/Facebook and see an offline msg/email from T.
Even though we can’t exactly communicate with each other as frequently as I want to, it makes me so happy to know that you care =)
Thank you. ♥

P/p/s. Irritated by some noobs thinking I like them when I obviously don't.
Seriously... I'm already trying to put it in a nice way but you just can't seem to get the message can you?
Well, first of all, I don't know you and neither do I give a damn about you.
And I'M NOT referring to you in any of my posts.
So please, get a life and stop thinking I like you. Annoying -_-

IF YOUR BIRTHDAY IS NOT 23 APRIL MEANS I CFM DON'T LIKE YOU.
AHHHAHA, opps. T is going to scold me after reading this ._.

I love you.

2010-07-24T11:57:00.004+08:00

HI everyone. Short post just to say I've changed my MSN address to reneeyeo@livemail.tw
Hahaha changed it for fun coz I want my email address to be at livemail.tw too, just like T :)
Will still be using my previous MSN account though coz I'm lazy to add everyone with my new one -_-
YAY TY T for creating that email add for me! ♥

I'm so happy. T is so sweet ~ <3

P/s. I love your voice =)

P/p/s. T is so cute lol. WHY KEEP POKING ME ON FACEBOOK!
Hahaha I don't normally "poke" people but I'm poking back all thanks to T -_-

Ecstatic.

2010-07-23T17:03:00.002+08:00

Hi everyone! School was awesome today.
Wei Le seemed shocked at something I told him today though.
Like WHY ARE YOU SHOCKED? I thought you always knew!!!
Hmfph and now till November isn’t exactly a long time you know!! TSK.
He thinks I can’t wait that long, but I can =P

Well, during Chinese lesson 于老师 kept promoting the Chinese Cultural Night and asked us to go -_-
And Derek said that even if she talks for 30 min he still wouldn’t go. LOL.
ALL the 4G higher Chinese students are going though.
But I’m most likely not going coz I’m not free on Saturdays =(

Yeah and 于老师 asked me to help her write out some Chinese passage on a piece of paper coz she says my handwriting is nice. LOL SERIOUSLY?
She must have remembered wrongly or smth hahahahaha. Bet she regrets asking me now (Hope not though). HA.
She says I write very fast though. xD
Hong Xuan saw and said “Wow so nice. So much neater than my handwriting.”
And I was like, “Are you serious?” -_- Coz for those who have seen my handwriting it really sucks right ~ LOL.
But Hx still said: “No, its really very nice.” Hahahaha thanks a lot, didn’t know he could be so encouraging. Tsk.

Haha and since our Chinese O level paper is over already we spent our Chinese lesson talking to 于老师.
Lol. We asked her where’s liang lao shi now HAHAHAHAHA.
1E 07’s chinese teacher. She always made us stand up in class to read the textbook passages -_-
Will never forget that. Traumatic experiences lol stand until very tired =.=

Hmm and today someone said to me “你是神啊？Why so strong?”
Hahahaha not strong physically but in the sense that I’M PRO. Lol.
*Happy* =.=

Went to northpoint for lunch and there was this person who came over to ask for donations for an orphanage.
So I donated and wrote “Ashley Greene” as my name LMAO.
Hahahahahahaha Yeah I guess Joel’s right, I AM full of nonsense. =)
Ashley Greene is so awesome, watched Eclipse many times already coz of her.
Well coz of Kristen Stewart and Victoria (the vampire) too. HA.

Oh, yeah, and I’M SO GLAD I’M ABLE TO SPEAK CHINESE. (though not very well)
Never thought I would ever say that, but yeah..
By being able to speak Chinese I can communicate with my Taiwanese friend Hahahahaha ~
LOL. Anyway will someone teach me how to type Chinese on iTouch pleaseeee?
Couldn’t chat with T on msn yesterday coz I didn’t know how to type Chinese on iTouch. =(
I think T had some difficulty understanding what I was saying IN ENGLISH. Awwww T_T
Hahahaha T's msn is at livemail.tw =D NICE LOL, help me create one at that address too =P

Hmm and I heard that there will be a continuation of Avatar: The legend of Aang series.
The new chapter is called the Legend of Korra, who’s a water bender.
Heard it includes Zuko finding his mum who had been exiled from the Fire Nation.
Like wow, hope it includes Azula turning back to normal too -_- Haha ~

Yeah ok bye I’m going to study REALLY HARD today.
Gonna play tmr. NEED ENTERTAINMENT FUN JOY LAUGHTER GAMES.
BYE!

Distant relationship.

2010-07-22T17:04:00.002+08:00

When love is real, it finds a way.

Hi everyone! School was great today.
Haha feel so happy recently.
Well got back Literature results, got an A!
Hahaha so happy!!! (sorry haolian a bit, I’m just so happy)

Hmm today during English lesson we went to the comp lab to access the oral learning portal.
While Mdm Samboo was setting up the assignment for us, most of us were surfing the web, playing games and watching videos. Nice =)
Ha, Wen Yiong and DQ were on Neopets LMAO.
Yeah and needless to say, I was on facebook replying emails.
Didn’t understand what my facebook friend replied coz it was in Chinese so I asked Wen Yiong for help -_-
AND Wenyiong was like “HAHAHAHAHA WHO IS THAT.” LOL????
What the heck, you should just see my inbox, mails from more than 20 people saying stuff like “I like you”, “how old are you?” and this kinda crap. =.=

Ok but still, one email made me laugh hahahaha.
Coz like, there was this person who was emailing me and since I didn’t know what to reply anymore, I just said “Is that you in the picture?” or smth like that.
And the person replied: “嗯好看嗎?”
Lmao hahahaha nice attempt in fishing for compliments.
Oh and I replied yes btw… … coz I’m nice.

Well and today during Physics idk why there were some people knocking the walls outside.. they probably were checking for cracks or smth like that LOL.
It was so noisy that I told Joel “Quick knock back!!!”
Then Joel said “Not everyone is as childish as you” and “You’re really so full of nonsense you know”. Rofl.
Nice, I treat both his comments as compliments =)

Oh and I have a very NICE scar on my hand.
I showed it to Garry and insisted that it was nice, but he said “its nice for guys but not for girls”.
Aww, why isn’t it nice for girls :(
I’m still proud of my scar, coz it was a really deep cut and I didn’t cry then Hahahaha. Scars show how tolerant I’m to pain. HA.

Hmm what else… Yeah, I really don’t like someone.
I mean seriously, stop poking your nose into my business… its annoying.
Like helloooo I don’t even know you.
Hmfph! Was complaining to Garry about that annoying person and he kept saying “That’s prejudice”.
But it isn’t… I don’t dislike or avoid people without a reason ok! Grrr *
Its not just because that noob is close to w!!! I’m not so ridiculous to dislike someone just because of that, and furthermore I’m not in love with w or anything like that -_-
It’s not prejudice okay! And what’s more, to prove his point Garry said “Oh so you mean if I say all Renee are crazy its true?”
LMAO NO OF COURSE NOT. All Garrys are crazy too!!!
Hahahahaha I treat Crazy as a compliment too thank you Garry =P

I remembered I once told Garry that I hate it when people tell me they love me.
But now I’m going to change what I said, I only hate it when people insist on thinking I’ll ever like them when I know I never will.
Hahaha and to piss me off Garry said “I love you (as a friend), are you irritated?” JOKER LOL.
No of course not! I love all my friends too hahahahahahahah.
Yeah, remembered what Joel said.. He said “Ppl so blinded by love alr who gives a shit about what you say”.
And yes, I want to tell you, that annoying person, that I don’t give a damn about what you say or think either.
If you don’t mind, leave me alone. You don’t even know me.
GRRRR *disgusted*

YA SORRY LOR My dear not happy with you.
Go away SHOO ~~~~

HAHAHA LMAO Ok shall stop being so full of nonsense and go chat with someone now =)
Btw, the time in Taiwan is the same as the time in Singapore isn't it? Haha!

Bye ~

The taste of betrayal.

2010-07-21T17:04:00.002+08:00

Hey there. Well got back a few more results today.
Really upset at my Geography Paper 1 score =(
Got a lousy B.. Like what the heck, I scored worse for my Geography paper 1 than for SS. Unbelievable =(

Miss Lim even asked “Renee what happened?”
Then Joel replied her “She’s dating now that’s why..”
And Miss Lim said “Really? Who?”
Joel: “Me la me.”
ROFLMAO. I’m dating now, hahahahahaha -_-

Really upset, marks dropped so much.
Lol was complaining to Garry and he said “Very bad meh?” -_-
ARE U SERIOUS? Of course its bad T_T
And yeah didn’t fail SS. Quite shocked but happy =D
Its like my first time passing this year lolol.

Haha anyway super happy recently despite the not-so-good results and crap from some so-called “friends”.
Lol Garry told me last night that “the world is not as great as you think”. Tsk.
Of course I know that -_-
Oh and I was using my brother’s itouch to go on msn last night so pardon the wrong spelling/word use.
HA. I wanted to typed frens (friends) but typed it as “ferns” instead. Lmao!
Garry kept laughing lol FERNS!
And I typed batboy instead of badboy. This isn’t my fault, they’ve the auto spelling correct thingy and changed my badboy into batboy! -_-
Well yeah, really happy about something, or someone to be exact =) Hahahaha.

Hmm ok, I’m off to study.
So much of my time is spent on studying nowadays, hardly have time for entertainment or to play. OH but at least I get to watch Avatar on Okto/nickelodeon while I eat dinner!
Haha and can u believe I cried while watching Digimon?
Some parts are damn sad, really!!

Bye! Catch Avatar tonight at 730pm! =)

2010-07-20T17:06:00.004+08:00

Just a short post before I go off to study again.
Had my O level Chinese Listening compre exam today =)
It was alright, not as difficult as I expected!
After the paper, went to check my answers with Garry and realised ALL OUR ANSWERS were the SAME! Lol.
Hongxuan’s answers were the same as ours too! But I think we have one question wrong though..
Oh yeah and half way through the paper there were some idiots shouting from downstairs! Made us miss the first part of the passage. Grrrrr *angry* Hope they got punished!! Tsk.

Well and Garry keep laughing at me coz an irritating boy kept following me around -.-
So I was like standing behind Garry and Garry said “Why you hide behind me? I not tall enough.” HAHAHAHAHA LMAO.
I’m NOT HIDING. Hide for what. -_-

Hmm what else.. Gotten back a few more results.
Kinda sucks but thankfully no fails yet. Only one A1 though out of like 4 subjects T_T
Really have got to work harder.

AND YEAH I’M SO HAPPY. HAHAHA.
My very attractive facebook friend finally emailed me and said something which I don't understand -_-
LOL WHY EMAIL ME IN CHINESE.
That person said: "妹妹妳好，我喜歡妳的型"
What the heck does that mean LOL and why call me 妹妹 -_-
Ok someone please help me and tell me what to reply Lolololol.
Consulting Garry on what to reply now =P
Updated 5:50PM: Don't know what Garry talking about, he replied me "Awwwwwww go for it then LOL" -_-

That's all. See ya =)

P/s. Really saddened by some things that has been happening.
Its so hard to trust people, I really don't know who can be regarded as real friends..
After being betrayed and backstabbed countless times, I'm so hesitant to trust anyone now..

Sigh.*

2010-07-19T17:02:00.001+08:00

I feel so traumatized -_-
Yeah whatever, I don’t like betrayers. That’s all I have to say.
You're just such a joke.

Well anyway, gotten back a few results today.
Chemistry was especially horrible. =(
Not gonna say more already, not satisfied with myself and my horrible results at all.

Hmm what else…. Y talked to me today and that makes me really happy =)
Hahaha I don’t know why is it that Y is always able to make me smile/laugh.
Its like some magic powers Y has or something.. Lol.
Was in a really bad mood today until Y came along..
Thanks for turning my frown into a smile =)

And Garry was so mean yet clever at the same time!
Coz I didn’t want someone to sit beside me during Chinese lesson so he told me to put my bag on his chair and say its new so I don’t want it to get dirty! HAHAHA.
Both of us put our bags on the chair lol so the person couldn’t sit next to me but sat one table away instead. Haha great idea Garry, I’m gonna do that every chinese lesson.
Speaking of Chinese, my O lvl Chinese Listening compre is tmr!

Well and Garry and Joel were asking when was the last time I cried.
I told them Saturday but realised it was actually just last night. TSK.
Ha. GARRY SAID HE LAST CRIED TWO DAYS AGO. Wonder why! =P

Oh yes and I won’t use the computer/msn as often from now on.
So text me alright? =)

Well that’s about it, off to study.

Last thing, habits are hard to kick, especially when it has been cultivated for a long long long long long long long time. Ha.
Its like once you make up your mind you almost regret it straight away. Oh well.
I know I should but its difficult. =(

Yeah.. bye.

Everything I've always wanted.

2010-07-18T15:56:00.004+08:00

Hi everyone! Just came back from my cousin's birthday party.
Baby Dawn is 1 month old :) Haha she's so cute!

Well anyway I'M SO IN LOVE WITH XAVIER SAMUEL now!
He's so cute omg!!!!!
Anyone wants to watch Eclipse? I want to watch it again!
Xavier Samuel and Ashley Greene are the best ever =)

Oh yeah and I've kinda been watching videos and interviews of Lady Gaga, Kristen Stewart and Dakota Fanning on youtube.
Haha I like Kristen Stewart already!! Just coz she said lady gaga is hot in one of her interviews =P

♥ Stefani Joanne Angelina Germanotta!!
That's Lady Gaga btw. Heh.

xoxo Love her forever and ever.

HAHAHAHA OK BYE.
The purpose of this post is just to say Xavier Samuel, Ashley Greene and Lady Gaga are awesome.
Oh, and I'm Team Edward all the way. HA.

BYE.

P/s. Yeah I gave up. Holding on was far too painful, far too tiring.
Move on. Just like I've had.

Yes I'm doing really well right now, you've nothing to worry about at all.
S is really nice to me, and I'm happier than I've ever been.

Sorry and bye.

Emotional turmoil.

2010-07-17T15:11:00.004+08:00

I feel kinda confused right now.
Garry was right when he said that instead of turning away from it I'm just standing in the middle and letting the problem consume me more and more.
Yeah I'm so confused..

Well anyway, Just want that someone to know that I don't hate you anymore.
I used to think I hated you but I guess it was just a way of making myself forget you.
I'm sorry.

Bye.

End of exams.

2010-07-16T16:42:00.002+08:00

I don't know if I'm feeling better, or just getting used to the pain.

Hi everyone! I'm back. Can finally say goodbye to prelim 1 :)
Hahaha. I feel so tired from studying.
And I realised that in my sec 1/2 E maths textbooks there were L's name written all over -.-
LOL What the heck, even Weile says he remembers who's L. HA.

Yeah alright. Anyway I watched Eclipse already =)
OMG I LOVE ALICE CULLEN, RILEY BIERS, VICTORIA, EDWARD CULLEN AND JACOB BLACK.
Well yes I know that Riley and Victoria are supposed to be the bad vampires....but why are the villains always so good looking?!
Oh and WHY do villains ALWAYS have tragic endings :(

So, the guy in black is Riley (Xavier Samuel) and the girl is victoria (Bryce Dallas Howard).
This was when they were fighting Edward, but Edward killed them in the end :(
I Love Riley!!!! HE IS SO CUTE OMG OMG OMG!!!!

Victoria. I think she's quite pretty.

HAHAHA. And FINALLY for my Favourite character.
Nope it isn't Bella (Kristen Stewart)! Don't really like Bella coz she's always expressionless/frowning in the movie -_-
My favourite character is ALICE CULLEN (Ashley Greene)!
Have always been a fan of Ashley Greene, even more so after seeing her in Eclipse :)

I love Ashley Greene so much! ♥ I think she's the prettiest actress in Eclipse you know!
The only pretty ones are Alice Cullen and Jane (Dakota Fanning) from the volturi...and probably Victoria too i guess.
BUT Jane was so cruel in the movie you know!!! She didn't want to spare the girl's life. TSK! :(

Well still want to watch The Last Airbender on August 5 coz Azula's appearing for 5 seconds.
HA, remind me not to blink.
I heard the movie was really bad though, may not watch afterall -.-
Anyway Yanxiang made me happy by saying Azula is pretty.
He said, "Fire Nation Princess OF COURSE PRETTY LA." YEAH EXACTLY that was what I was trying to tell everyone lol.
But he doesn't like Katara though coz he says she's too tanned -_-

Hmm ok I'm off to play some games now. Have been deprived of games ever since the exams started. Hmfph!
Time for fun, bye!

2010-07-15T17:22:00.002+08:00

If one day you notice we haven’t talked in a while, it’s not because I don’t care anymore.
It’s because you pushed me away.

Believe me when I say you're not the only one hurting.

Bye.

2010-07-13T18:56:00.000+08:00

Sorry I made you sad =(

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2010-07-10T14:09:00.000+08:00

Love is love, even when you're not supposed to be together. — Grey’s Anatomy

Busy.

2010-07-09T16:38:00.003+08:00

Hi everyone! Been really busy with prelims, one more week of exams left!
Had geography and Emaths paper today.
Spent so long studying geography yesterday! Like from the time I reached home till 10+ at night!
Jianeng studied geog till like 10 too! Wei Le is even better, he studied JUST GEOG till 11.
Hahaha nice, only started studying E maths at like 11 ._.

Well anyway, there are so many movies I want to watch once exams are over!
I want to watch Eclipse, Despicable Me and The last Airbender. Hahaha.
Watching Eclipse with Pinhui, Yiqing and Lydia after prelims I think.
And WHO WANTS TO WATCH The Last Airbender?! 5 AUG is the release date in Singapore.
Haha Pinhui and Garry wants to watch too lol, We love Avatar too much =)

Pin says Katara in the movie is pretty but I think the cartoon Katara is much prettier!! =)
And of course the cartoon Azula is the prettiest. lolol.
Hmm, Suki and Yue are not bad too =P

Well anyway Garry was like so happy today that someone said bye to him, he rushed out to tell me -.-
Lmao, say bye also so happy lolol.
Hahahaha but Y said hi to me today SO DAMN HAPPY OMG. ROFL.

Well alright, I'm going out soon.
Darigan's in third place btw, and my page look up looks kinda nice now with like 10 trophies =)

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2010-07-06T18:02:00.004+08:00

Just a short post, before I'm off to study for prelims.
Had my Chinese O level Oral today and it was alright I guess.
Conversation topic was much easier than Friday's one, Ha!
There were a few words from the passage I couldn't read though T_T

Told Wei Le about my experience and the examiner's reaction and he said "SO HILARIOUS. YOU'RE A BORN JOKER MAN."
LOL WHATTTTTTTTTTt. Ha, thanks a lot man.
Not going to say here *embarrassed*

Yeah alright, I think I'm a clown or what.
Everyone has been laughing at me for the entire day =(
Not funny lor, so sad. I'm not a born joker T_T

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2010-07-03T13:46:00.000+08:00

Falling for someone the first time is easy.
It’s the second time - after you have fallen and trusted someone to catch you and they didn’t - that’s when it becomes difficult to let yourself fall again.

Its ironic how humans work; Wanting to the know the truth so badly, knowing that it'll hurt anyway.

Well, I care..

2010-07-02T17:01:00.001+08:00

Hi everyone, I’ve got some time now to update before I’m going out again.
Well firstly, most people from 4G had their Chinese oral today.
Hope it was alright =)
Mine’s next Tuesday! Can’t wait, want to get it over and done with =P
Heard from Garry and Hong Xuan that today’s oral was quite difficult though…asked Garry how was it and he replied me “died” and Hong Xuan said he screwed up T_T

Hmm I really feel quite upset and angry with someone.
Like yeah, there really are some people I’ve never ever treated as a friend even though we’ve been in the same class for 4 years already..
You’re so damn two-faced and I can’t stand it..
Yeah, maybe to you all I sound so petty and immature.
But really, can you consider someone who has cursed you to die before as a friend?
Nope, I don’t think so.. And what’s more is that he actually insulted Y today? Seriously feel damn pissed.
I guess, maybe only Garry understands the extent of my anger coz that two-faced “friend” did the same thing to him too..

And to think I even quarreled with Garry over that stupid jerk.
Coz Garry was kinda angry that I talked to the jerk and said “You’re a liar.. you say you don’t like him then you still talk to him for what…”
Sorry =( I just didn’t want to start a quarrel or argument with him, but now I realise that talking to him is just a waste of my time and energy.
Him insulting Y was really the last straw, can’t tolerate his nonsense anymore..
Seriously, from today onwards you’re not my friend. You never were anyway =)

Haha alright, shall stop talking about him already. It’s making me feel pissed.
Today when I called Weile he said “You’re going to crap again right? Why you keep thinking of Y, think of your oral la!” Hahahahaha =)
Coz Y’s so cute lolol.
Today Y accidentally tripped while walking, and STILL LAUGHED =.=
LMAO, Y is damn cute lol! Hahaha Garry and Joel insists its coz of me that Y tripped -_-
NO ITS NOT! =P

Oh and Roger was being lame. He didn’t want “the special girl” to sit on his seat so he told me “Quickly sit on my chair! Don’t let her sit!!!!” ROFL.
Damn funny lol -_-

Hahaha oh yeah and “帐铁门发明窗口” =P
Any idea what we mean? Hahaha it’s the direct translation of “Bill Gates invented Windows” by us LOL.
LMAO 帐铁门! Haha!

After school went outside the library to practice reading oral passages with 4G MT students even though I wasn’t tested today =)
Hong Xuan was damn lame, keep asking me what is “IR, Plastic surgery, birth deformity, Anorexia, Bulimia, Casino, President, Prime minister etc” in chinese!
HAHAHA you think my chinese very good is it?!?! LOL.
Ok but I managed to answer most of his questions though =)

Hmm ok see you, I’m going out very soon!
Bye =)

P/s. Its really hard to trust anyone nowadays..

I'll be back.

2010-06-30T17:02:00.003+08:00

There's no way I'm giving up without putting a fight (Y).

Well see you, I'll be back after my Prelims end. Will probably be less active here till then.
My last paper is on 16 July =)

Bye!

P/s. 29/06/10 (Y)
Love you. =)

It's over.

2010-06-29T17:00:00.002+08:00

Hi everyone, I love Tuesdays coz school starts later =)
Hahaha managed to sleep longer and didn’t feel that tired today ~

Anyway yeah, checked the name list outside the GO, and I’m indeed the first to get tested on 6 July T_T
I tend to feel very nervous whenever I’m the first to get tested.
Oh well, at least I get to go home early, right?

Haha! And we got back our result slips yesterday and it was quite horrible =(
And what’s worse is that they made a mistake on the result slips and had to print another one for us, meaning that I’ve to let my dad sign on it AGAIN. *Sad*

Oh and Garry was being lame with his “ZHA MEN” crap.
He says that in China most people say “zha men” instead of “wo men”.
And he asked me to say “Zha men 午安” during my oral =.=
You’re mad seriously HAHAHAHA.
He also says that, “Y don’t think you’re cute anymore, we all not cute! You see Sec 1 and 2s so cute!” Tsk. Hahaha.
Ya ya, but Y isn’t sec 1 or 2 but is still so cute!!! How do you explain that? =)

Hmm and I heard that the person acting as Princess Azula for The Last Airbender is Summer Bishil, an Indian as Zuko (Azula’s brother) is played by an Indian too.
Oh well, hopefully she can act mean and crazy. =)
And The Last Airbender’s release date in Singapore is actually in August (the 26th if I remembered correctly), the 1 July release is only in America!
Wow, that’s kinda disappointing. I guess the only good thing is that Prelim 2 will be over by then ~

Yeah alright, off to study and practice my CHINESE oral already ~
See ya.

P/s. I'm not ignoring you, just waiting for you to care for me first..

P/p/s. (Y) likes Azula too!!!! =)

It's over.

2010-06-29T17:00:00.000+08:00

Back to school.

2010-06-28T17:00:00.002+08:00

School reopened today! Felt so tired coz I couldn’t sleep last night.
Seriously, sleeping at 11 is way too early for me =(
Haha oh well, got to get used to sleeping early.

School was great, especially since Y talked to me!
Hahahaha Garry was being irritating by saying Y talked to me coz “no one else talking to you” =.= Grrr.
Haha alright, everyone don't talk to me tmr when Y's ard =P
Y is so cute =)

Well and my Chinese O levels Oral is on 6 July while the majority of the people in 4G are taking it on 2 July!
The person whose register number is before mine is taking it on 2 July, probably meaning that I would be the first to get tested T.T
I really don’t know whether its better that I have 4 more days than them to prepare, coz 6 July is during the Prelims period! Tsk.

Anyway, just now Roger, Lydia, Pinhui and I spent our lunch period in the classroom talking about Azula, Amy and Dolly!
Hahaha “Amy Amy Amy Amy Amy ~” =)
Lol, Amy is damn pretty!!!!!!!!!!!! Tsk.
Its an actress in a show btw.
Derek says Dolly’s not pretty, but its alright coz I like Amy more =P
And they all say Azula is sadistic and is a BAD GIRL T_T
HAHAHAHA I like xD

Our favourite Avatar characters are:
Pinhui: Katara
Garry: Yue and Katara (coz he says Katara is tanned like KL)
James Ho: Ty Lee
Joel: “Its just a !$#@% cartoon” =.=
ME: AZULA, SUKI, TOPH AND ZUKO. Hahahaha so greedy lol.

Haha alright, *Yawns* I feel so sleepy!
See ya, better go and study already =)
Bye!

Burden of confusion.

2010-06-27T17:00:00.001+08:00

Hi there everyone.. well, school’s reopening tmr, seems so soon!
Next term’s gonna be a tough one, we’ve two prelims next term! :(
Oh well, anyway, did anyone see the moon/sky last night during the lunar eclipse?
The sky looked so beautiful lolol.
Ok don’t know about you all, but I was at expo when I saw it =)
Went to church last night and service was so awesome!!

Hahahahaha anyway why is it that whenever people want a favour from me now they always use the magic word: “Azula”
Like when Garry wanted me to join some lame facebook game so as to earn referral points, he said: “Pretty please? With sugar and Azula on top” -_-
Rofl, okay that probably worked coz it was so funny and lame. Ha!
And when bestfriend asked me to help her she added “Btw I think Azula is so pretty =)” TSK.
Hahahaha Bestfriend is so damn cute lol. Ok but for bestfriend’s case it isn’t because she mentioned Azula that I agreed to help her.
Hahahaha of course I’d do anything for you =P

But the magic word had lost its power, I promise =)
The real magic now lies in someone with golden eyes, hahahahaha! =P

Yeah alright bye off to play games already.
Let me have one last taste of fun before school reopens tmr! =(
Oh and TY BESTFRIEND for constantly telling me to control myself, feel so tempted to create Maplestory EVAN character and get my Dragon mount!! =(

Bye, see you tmr!

It hurts too much to care.

2010-06-26T09:58:00.006+08:00

Every time you hurt me I always say I’m done with you; that I’m going to move on and stop talking to you, and every time you say you’re sorry, I always forgive you. It’s like a cycle that keeps repeating itself.

Hey everyone. I'm feeling quite upset now.
I guess, it just hurts too much to care, to be hopeful..
Pushing you aside and not caring seems to ease the pain somehow..
Maybe you're right, I'm running away, from everything...

Well anyway, I've really got to learn to control my emotions better.
I don't like it whenever someone mentions you and I start crying all over again.
I hate it in fact.
I'm not emotionally weak and I don't like appearing that way..
But know what?
I'm just going to hide behind that facade of smiles and laughter.. you'll see, I'm stronger than you think. I don't need you, don't need anyone..
*HUGE SIGH*

On a lighter note, there's gonna be a partial lunar eclipse tonight!

"The penumbral eclipse begins at 4:57:21pm and the partial eclipse begins at 6:16:57 pm. The greatest eclipse occurs at 7:38:27 pm, when the northern half of the lunar disk will be immersed in the umbra. The moon will be in the constellation Sagittarius, near the top of the familiar Teapot star pattern. The partial eclipse ends at 8:59:50pm and the penumbral eclipse ends at 10:19:34pm."

Hahaha cool. You should watch Avatar the last airbender Episode 10 and 11 on the Eclipse and the Day of black sun!
What could be more appropriate than watching it today? =)
Here!
http://www.digavatar.com/avatar-tv-chapter-10-the-day-of-black-sun-part-1-the-invasion.html
http://www.digavatar.com/avatar-tv-chapter-11-the-day-of-black-sun-part-2-the-eclipse.html

Haha youtube has some really awesome videos of Azula you know!
Some super funny ones lolol! Garry and I watched yesterday.
Couldn't stop laughing, tsk!!
Go search for Avatar deleted scenes! Nice ~
LOLOL. GG ALR, Toph singing! =.=

Wanted to ask Garry which Episode of the last airbender was the one where Zuko had to challenge Fire Lord Ozai to Agni-Kai... But INSTEAD, I accidentally typed A teacher's name instead of Zuko. =.=
WHAT THE.... Garry's reaction super funny lolol.
Our exact conversation:
(4:58 PM) Rєηєє Âzυla уєσ: eh (teacher's name) sent into exile alr?
(4:58 PM) ｡◕‿◕｡-|GARRY|-｡◕‿◕｡: wads that =.=
(4:58 PM) Rєηєє Âzυla уєσ: zzz
LOL
I TYPED WRONGLY
=.=
(4:59 PM) ｡◕‿◕｡-|GARRY|-｡◕‿◕｡: LOL
(4:59 PM) Rєηєє Âzυla уєσ: ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
stop making me laugh
lol
(5:01 PM) ｡◕‿◕｡-|GARRY|-｡◕‿◕｡: ur the one making urself laugh
out of the blue (the teacher) is exiled

HAHHAHHHAHA OUT OF THE BLUE SHE IS EXILED! LOLOLOL ROFL.

Lol and my friend said yesterday that after not seeing me for very long I'm still the same, I still laugh at every sentence =.=
No I don't!!!! I really don't!
Azula says laughing at every sentence sounds "really shallow and stupid". TRUE.

Yeah alright bye I'M GOING TO CALL S NOW!
Irritating girl is constantly reminding me to keep my promise *secret* =(
Tsk shouldn't have promised you anything hahaha.
K bye!

P/s. AS OF NOW, Darigan is in FIRST PLACE! =)
HAhahahahhaha ~

P/p/s. Love my bestfriend (J) a lot =)

Time for a change.

2010-06-25T16:02:00.002+08:00

Hi there everyone.
Really so tired, finished Development and Tourism today.
Left with one last chapter: Geography of Food and I’m done with geog!
Haha anyway I’ll be going out later, for cg. =)

Man, its Friday already. 3 more days till school reopen!
Have mixed feelings about school reopening, tsk.
While I kinda feel happy that I won’t be cooped up at home all day, I’m kinda dreading seeing someone =(
You know, I feel bad treating you like this and so I TRY to be nice to you, but every time I think of the things which have happened before it just hurts so bad..
Well, forget it..

Yeah, and did you all see my Princess Azula’s facebook page on facebook?
I think Garry is the most active there, spamming the wall with all of Azula’s quotes!
Who said I was the only mad avatar fan? Garry seems to know it better than I do =)

Well the quote I like best is when Azula said "I am a four hundred foot tall purple platypus bear with pink horns and silver wings." ~
She said that coz Toph told her, “I can tell when you’re lying, so you better tell us the truth.” (Toph’s blind btw, so she sees with Earth bending and when someone lies they give off a certain vibration)
And so, Azula replied, “Are you sure? I’m a pretty good liar. *EVIL GRIN*”, followed by that ridiculous sentence about her being a purple platypus bear. Lolol!
And Toph said, “She’s pretty good..” HAHAHA.
Azula FTW!!! =D Love it when she gives her evil smile!

Oh, know what? I kinda like Suki too =)
Lol, Awesome leader of the Kyoshi warriors ~

Yeah, one more thing, I’m kinda on the Avatar: The last airbender forum discussing who should be the actress for Azula. HA!
Though its like a little early coz Azula won’t be appearing till the second movie.
And I don’t understand why people are suggesting those Disney girls like Jessica Song, Demi Lovato and Miley Cyrus to be Azula =.=
LOL SERIOUSLY? NO DISNEY GIRLS PLEASE (Many people on the forum agrees with me on this!) Tsk.

HAHAHA Anyway Lydia says S----- should be sent into exile instead of Zuko coz she always wastes our time!
HAHAHAA AGREE! LOLOLOL =)

Alright bye, off to Play Altador.
One more quote before I end, “To catch my prey I must be agile, nimble. I need a small elite team” – Azula.
HAHA. AGILE, NIMBLE – she already is =)
BYE!

P/s. Looking back, I really wonder what had made me fight so hard for what wasn’t worth it. Yeah sure, there were great memories, but also painful ones, hurts that I will never recover from..
Do you know that till now, I still hurt every time I think of you?
Well yeah, I waited.. but no matter what I’ll still never be good enough for you.
I’d always thought that when in love, one would love both the strengths and weaknesses.
But no, you don’t like my weaknesses.. You don’t even like my strengths.
I had tried to forget all the pain we went through, but I can’t, I don’t think I ever will..
Well, it wasn’t your fault actually, it was mine, my reluctance to let go earlier..

Different.

2010-06-24T16:48:00.006+08:00

Hey there everyone! HAHAHA I'm still in my Avatar craze (Actually its just Azula I'm crazy about). Ha!

Well know what, If you haven't watch Avatar: The last Airbender, you should just go bang yourself against the wall beside you =)

My Favourite episode is the one at the beach coz its the funniest. You can watch it over here: http://www.digavatar.com/avatar-tv-chapter-5.html =)
This is the episode that made me start liking Azula, used to detest her so much. Tsk.
Azula's so humorous in this episode lol, like the part where Ty Lee tells her to laugh at every thing the guy says no matter how stupid or unfunny it is (so as not to intimidate them), and then she laughed so loudly that everyone in the party looked at her -.- LOL.

And she actually told the guy, "That's a sharp outfit chin, careful... you could puncture the hull on a fire nation empire class battleship, leaving thousands to drown at sea. You know, because.... its so sharp".
HA HA HA! Azula's so cute lololol.

And know what, actually I think what makes me like Azula is the fact that she's so mean to everyone. HA!
Like what she told Ty Lee that the guys only like her coz "you're not a challenge, you're a tease". HAHAHAHAHA, nice =)
She takes volleyball too seriously though, after winning the game she said to the girl from the other team, "Yes we won! Never again shall you rise from the ashes of your shame and humiliation." LOL.

Yeaps anyway I ain't the only Avatar fan you know!
Garry is too i suppose, considering the fact that he sent me the link of numerous videos of Azula and Aang yesterday, and told me that in the movie they got the symbols of the four nations wrong.
Like Whaaaaat? That's such a GRAVE mistake.
Getting the symbols wrong? Really..
The Aang is the movie is so ugly, even Garry thinks so!!
And know what, the guy acting as Zuko is indian. Srsly?
Zuko isn't indian in the show, and Katara and Aang aren't American too. =.= TSK!

Its kinda a disappointment that Azula isn't in the movie coz its an adaptation of Book 1.
If the producers had followed the film closely, Azula actually appears in the last part of book 1.. but why is she being omitted totally from the movie?!
Toph, Azula, Mai and Ty Lee being not in the movie makes me feel so disappointed.
Oh well, At least there's Suki =)

Oh yeap, one more thing.
I created a facebook page for Azula. Hahaha!
Influenced by Garry's Rider Leangle (Power Rangers) and Kakashi (naruto i think) accounts. HA!
I ain't the only mad one again, Garry's worse lol. What's with creating a facebook page for Rider Leangle?! =.=

Alright, one last thing before I end.
I think Azula is pretty and hot... even if its in a crazy kind of way =)

Azula's hot. 'Nuff said =)

Broken beyond repair.

2010-06-23T17:01:00.005+08:00

Hey there everyone. I’ve finally completed studying Physical geog YAY!
Revised Coasts and Natural Vegetation today!
Had a really bad headache after that lol, crammed in too much information already, tsk.
Thankfully Plate Tectonics isn’t tested for Prelim 1 coz I really don’t know a crap about it..

Hmm anyway, yesterday night Garry was so anxious to ask me, “You see the crazy Azula???” LOL.
Yeah I did, and she looks hideous when she’s mad =(
Aww, she made my heart break when she cried.
So yeah, after watching the last episode yesterday, I only have one word to say: TRAGIC.
What a TRAGIC ending. OK I know, its supposed to be a happy, peaceful ending that balance was restored to the world and Fire Lord Ozai was defeated.
But seriously, who gives a damn about balance and peace and fire lord Ozai when AZULA WENT MAD?!
And what’s worse is that they locked her up in an asylum (Rehabilitation Mental Facility to be exact) which is monitored 24/7. WHY!
Why did they have to do that to her, isn’t going mad bad enough :(
Lol, why couldn’t Aang just take away her bending, and then go find her mother and make Azula normal again, and have that perfect happy ending?!

The reason she went mad is due to her confusion that her mother didn’t love her, and after the betrayal of her two best friends!
The part where Azula's mother told her, "I don't fear you, I love you.." is so sad =(
SEE! Its not her fault lol!
Oh yeah, and on the youtube video of Azula going mad, she first snipped off her hair.
And there was this person who commented, “Cutting off one’s hair is a sign of insanity, just look at Britney Spears.” LOL.
I seriously LMAO at that one =) HA.
But know what, I’ll always remember Azula as that Firebending prodigy and highly favoured princess of the Fire nation =)

Oh, and on Azula’s facebook Fan Page there was this joker who commented: “I will kill the avatar for you my queen.” Haha JOKE.
To which I replied, “No you’re too weak, I’ll kill the avatar for MY AZULA.”
LOL IM SO IRRITATING HAHAHAH piss people off only =)

Well and in the last episode after Avatar Aang took away Fire Lord Ozai’s bending, Ozai still insisted in saying, “I’m the Phoenix king!”
Sokka and Toph: “More like the loser king.”
Suki: “Errr how about the guys-who-don’t-win king???”
Toph: “Leave the nicknames to us honey.”
HAHAHA Toph and Suki are so cute!!! =)
But what’s Toph doing calling Suki “Honey”? GRRR. Lol.

Yeah since I’ve finished the series already I think I’m gonna re-watch the Book 2 episodes where Azula first appeared. Haha!

Anyway, Garry is damn funny lol, keep making me laugh.
I was telling him, “I’m so pure ok!”
And Because I typed too quickly, I accidentally typed pure as “pute” =.=
LOL and he had to say “pute. YEAH YOU PUTE!” Irritating lol HAHAHA.

ALRIGHT, Altador time.
My mind needs a break after cramming in all that information about cliffs, wave-cut platforms, headlands and bays, tropical equatorial rainforests etc! Tsk.
See ya! =)

P/s. Yeah I know, I have no right to judge or question what you do.
But seriously? Please learn to respect yourself and stop cheapening yourself.
Its disgusting the way you keep assuming everyone likes you when they don't..

Almost isn't good enough.

2010-06-22T17:00:00.007+08:00

“Almost isn’t good enough” – Princess Azula =)

Well hey there everyone! There was English and Lit supp today but I didn’t go coz I’m sick. Just like I always am when there’s supplementary classes during holidays.
HA. Nah, I’m really sick =)

So anyway, my holiday had been spent mostly revising for Prelims.
So far I’ve completed both sciences, Physics and Chemistry.
A little of A and E maths too.
Starting to revise Geography too. Argh!
Studying PHYSICAL GEOG is so exhausting, rivers and coasts especially.
Not to mention there’s still human geog..
I took like 3 hours just to study rivers. Tsk!
Oh well, at least I finished Rivers and Weather and Climate today =)

Hahaha and Joel told me on MSN that he hopes there’s a “Hate” button on facebook so that he can hate my “Renee likes Azula” post =)
Lol!! Hmfph, that shouldn’t be hated! In fact, there should be a “Love” button instead of just a “like” button!
Garry was like spamming me with “RENEE U CHANGED YOUR MIDDLE NAME TO AZULA?” =.=
I still think my MSN name is nice: Rєηєє Âzυla уєσ =)
NICE RIGHT? Yeah, totally.

Well, and you know that last scene when Azula loses her battle with Zuko and is all freaking out breathing her blue lighting?
Is it just me, or is that the hardest part to see and hear?
I hate when girls cry, especially Azula =(
Yeah okay I know, its probably just me feeling this way again, Isn’t it? Oh well..
You’ve gotta love Azula, seriously.
She’s like the image of perfection, wanting nothing less than perfect.

HA. Alright, I did it again, my daily dose of Azula =)
Hmm, all of us decided to go back to Maplestory after O levels, which ends in 143 days time ~
Hahaha. I MISS MY LVL 87 NIGHTWALKER. I trained it for 3 days only you know!!!
My beloved Cashy and gorgeous nightwalker!
With plastic surgery on the eyes and nice long blond hair!
I spent like hundreds of dollars on my beloved you know!!! Tsk.
Oh yeah, Reminder to self: Divorce S in Maple =)
My guy character is married to S, kinda regret it now. Ha.
Joel and Garry’s characters are GIRLS too okay! I’m not the only cheater =)

Btw I heard that Avatar the last airbender Movie is an adaptation of BOOK 1 only!
And since Azula and Toph don't really appear till the end, they aren't in the movie! :(
That is so sad!!!! TSK. Ty Lee and Mai aren't there too. =(

Well and Darigan’s up to 2nd place already.
Wow, We're good =P
Hopefully we rise up the ranks some more =)
Off to play Altador! I’m Rank 3 now, Rank 20 here I come ~
See ya. Bye!

P/s. I don't like you at all. In fact, I detest you.
So please, get a grip on yourself, stop your stupid tantrums and all.
I really don't give a damn about you.

Know what?
"If ex's can still be friends, they are still in love or they never were."
OHHHHHH why am I saying this? Go figure.
And leave me alone please.

P/p/s. Video of Azula:

HAHAHA AZULA IS SO COOL AND AWESOME AND HOT AND BEAUTIFUL AND PRETTY AND PERFECT AND GORGEOUS AND EVERYTHING ELSE =)
Lol. Sorry I like the villians coz the heros are boring =)

P/p/p/s. Like whaaaaat? There are people actually making vids of Azula going mad and naming it "The funniest part of Avatar".
Like srsly? LOL. Going mad is so not funny!~
ITS TRAGIC. AND SAD.

I don't care.

2010-06-21T17:02:00.002+08:00

Hi everyone! Had school today.
Realised that so many people watches Avatar: The last airbender =)
Joel, Garry, James Ho etc. Hahaha.
Oh yeah, and today we were discussing what colour our class hoodie and class tee is going to be.
And they suggested some really weird colours like sapphire blue and dirty green =.= Lmao!!

Was chatting with Garry about Azula. Hahahaha.
And Joel who heard our conversation said, “What Godzilla?” ROFL.
WHAT GODZILLA?! ITS AZULA!!!!!!!!! Tsk!
Oh and Garry brought an Emergency Poncho to school, really don’t know why -.-

Well, yesterday when I signed in to msn James Ho asked me “Why is Azula your dp?”
Lol!!! What a random question.
Of course its because I love Azula =D
Hahaha just see my facebook page, “Renee likes Azula” =)
James is a fan of Ty Lee, Tsk. Most guys I know like Ty Lee too.
He says "cute is better than hot no matter what" Hahahaha, that means he thinks Azula is hot too. Lol.
I think Azula is amazing. Ha, maybe I'm weird, I tend to like the bad characters in shows.
Azula and Zuko are both so awesome and hot, they're siblings too. xD
And I think Azula's permanent frown looks so nice on her -.- Lol.

Yeah, so yesterday James was debating with me over whether Ty Lee or Azula is better =.=
He said, "Azula is jealous of Ty Lee you know..Coz Ty Lee has more suitors."
HAHA. But Ty Lee said that Azula is the most perfect and beautiful girl ever =)
What's more, Azula is a PRINCESS. Unlike Ty Lee who's a "Circus freak" ~
LOL. Heard that Azula became mad in the end after her brother, Zuko, became the firelord and when Katara was about to defeat her.
Can't imagine lol, Azula being mad is so hard to imagine :(
Damn funny, when Azula scared the guy off by saying "We'll be the strongest couple ever! TOGETHER WE WILL CONQUER THE WORLD."
LMAO, then the guy gave the .................. face LOL.

Here's a fan video of Azula: http://www.metacafe.com/watch/420583/azula_so_cold/
Azula's fan page: http://fan.hyouden.net/azula/index.php

Hahahaha alright, shall go and play ALTADOR.
SEE YA.
Tsk, James, Azula's prettier than Ty Lee.
Oh well, At least we both agree that Toph is super cute =)

Bye!

Hurts.

2010-06-20T17:01:00.005+08:00

There are some hurts that you never completely get over.
And you think that time will diminish their presence and to a degree it does, but it still hurts because well, hurt hurts.

Well, had tuition this morning.
And my cousins came over to my house at 130pm for lunch to celebrate my grandmother’s birthday =) Hahaha.
My brother’s room is like an arcade, seriously. All the kids went there to play games.
They even brought their own laptops/PSPs/DS to my house!! =.=
Lol. And while they were playing I was in my room studying.
Sigh, what a good girl =)

Oh, I have a new cousin born today! Her name’s Dawn :)
Haha, everyone’s probably gonna visit her later.

Went to church yesterday. Service was great!
Oh ya, I think Jerry is such a joker lol.
He was saying, “Eh the girl on City News look like Clara.”
Lmao! IT IS =)
He didn’t know until now even though she has been the reporter for city news for months already. Tsk.

Hmm and Avatar the legend of aang is so addictive, can’t stop watching once I start!
Have 5 more episodes and I’m gonna wait till I’m REALLY REALLY VERY BORED to watch it. Don’t want to finish it too fast, otherwise I have to say byebye to Toph sooner =(
Lol. I think Zuko and Mai look so awesome together.
Hahaha, Love the part where Zuko and Sokka were trying to escape and Mai helped them.
And when Mai told Azula “I love Zuko more than I fear you”, Awwww.
Hahahaha after Ty Lee and Mai fought off Azula, it made them so much less detestable even though they initially tried to capture the avatar as well. Tsk.
Sokka’s girlfriends are always so pretty. His first gf in the show was the moon spirit, and the second is Suki who is so damn pretty. Lol.
Yeah okay, I’m probably boring you with all this avatar talk.

Hahaha talking to Garry about Avatar.
We were saying that if Azula is a real person she would definitely be damn hot. lol.
Can't wait to watch the movie (coming out in July).
Hope Azula is hot =.= LMAO.
Suki, Mai and Ty Lee too. Pleaseeeeeeeeee!!!

Shall go and play Altador now I guess.
I’m so sad that Darigan dropped to 5th place.
Like whaaaaaaaaaattt? 5th is so horrible!
But its alright, we’ll get back up, I’m sure =)
See ya.

P/s. Yeah, It hurts a lot.
You always say you care but I can’t feel that care at all.
Maybe I’ve misunderstood you again, but what can I do if you don’t tell me anything?
I don't know what to do about you, I just get more and more confused every time I see you, every time I talk to you.
Yeah, I thought loving someone else could make me forget you.
But no, I guess not.

Struggling.

2010-06-19T11:37:00.002+08:00

Hi there everyone, been watching Avatar: The Legend of Aang.
I'm still at chapter 12 of the fire book, the day of the Eclipse =)
Hahahahaha So glad Zuko's turned to the good side and is helping the avatar defeat the fire nation.
Woooo, and Toph can metal bend. Srsly, greatest earth bender in the world. Hahahahaha.
Tsk, love Toph so much.
Garry says I'm a pedophile just coz I said I love Toph =.=
Like hello, Toph's a fictional character who happens to be the coolest ever =)
Hahaha there was this episode where the assassin who fire bends from his mind tried to capture Aang, and Aang said "Its the sparky sparky boom man" LOL.
Damn funny =)

Haha okay, 10 more episodes and I'm done.
Garry said he has finished watching already!!! Hmfph.
Hahahahaa He's irritated with my tsk-ing, TSKKKKKKKKK =)
And he said, "Lmao at your msn name". Lol.
Whats with it? Derek kept zzz-ing me, and YJ keep ????-ing me too =.= Zz.

Well anyway, I'm pretty irritated by someone.
I just don't like it when you talk this way.
Oh well, suit yourself.
I've no right to judge the way you choose to live your life.
But just to let you know, I don't like the way you talk about S like that.
No, don't ever talk about my friends this way. It disgusts me.
I don't like you, and I'm not going to pretend I do. Srsly.

Yeah ok, I've gotta chill.
Back to Avatar, see ya =)
Toph is awesome ;)

Helpless.

2010-06-18T17:01:00.005+08:00

Sigh, I really don’t know what to do with you anymore.
I don’t know what to say, really.
You’re so full of crap you know?
And what’s worse is that I can’t help but care about you, I just can’t mind my own business..
Yeah I know, I’m being so stupid.. Tsk.

Anyway, not feeling too good now.

Oh well, went to SSC just now for lunch.
Went to Popular – buy comics – home.
Reached home – study physics.
Yeah, that’s it, how I spent my day.

And I really think I’m so laughable you know?
Why am I putting on this stupid fake front in front of you?
I really hate you, how can one person have such a huge, lasting impact on me.
I would have thought I’d long forgotten about you, but I haven’t.
Tsktsktsk, How do you tell your heart to stop caring?
You’re not worth it – I know that.
Yeah sure, forget about you. Gladly =)

Oh, and YJ's back. So damn happy.
Hahahaha, miss him so much.
Tsk, You look so much more matured now =)

Hmm alright, shall go off to play altador already.
1st place, here I come :)
See ya.

P/s. Sorry I'm so useless. I can't do anything but make you sad.

I wish I could make you happy, that's all..

P/p/s. J BEST FRIEND SAYS I'M AWESOME :D

Self-inflicted pain.

2010-06-17T15:56:00.010+08:00

Hi there. Well, today had been spent studying Physics =)
Finished revising for chemistry already, Ha.

Well anyway I CAN'T WAIT FOR SCHOOL TO REOPEN. (Yeah I must be mad)
Its just that I'm so bored at home with nothing to do but STUDY.
Tsk. Although when school reopens I'll be doing the same thing....study.
And I don't know why but I'm sooooo dreading the english and literature remedial on monday.
But still... I'M SO BORED NOW.

Ha. And Joel says the way Y dresses recently is like a "rapid clubber or zouk kia". LOLOL.
Seriously???? I never noticed.
But yeah, makes sense, no wonder Y keeps telling us that ....(secret).... =)
Hahahahahaha, And Joel actually dared me to tell Y “我喜欢你”. Tsk.
Nah, Its not that I don't dare, but I don't tell lies. Hahahahaha.
TSKTSKTSK, just see my msn name =)

Oh yeah, and Yesterday on my way to vivo a huge tree actually fell on a car and crushed it.
Traffic totally stopped for like 20-30 minutes.
Hahahaha, I looked at the taxi nearby and saw the taxi driver smiling so happily and chatting with the passengers.
LOL must be so happy that he got stuck in the traffic jam. Tsk.

Kk bye Darigan Citadel dropped to third place again.
Hmmph, time to move back up =)
Well see ya, bye!

P/s. ♥ Stella =))))))))

P/p/s. Watch Avatar 7.30pm on Okto from monday-thursday!! Toph has finally appeared in the show. Hahahahahaha <3 Toph!

Lost hope.

2010-06-16T17:35:00.003+08:00

Hi everyone!! =) Well, went to Vivocity just now to watch Karate Kid.
Great show, haha love Jaden Smith.
And that China girl whom Joel says is pretty is the same age as us, 16 years old! =.=
The one who plays the violin and acts as Meiying in the show right joel? LOL.
Her real name is Han Wenwen. =) Tsk.

Hmm, anyway I had the most horrible nightmare last night :(
Woke up and felt so frightened. Oh well..
This always happens.

Ok I'm off to play Altador. See ya.

P/s. I didn't forget, I just can't let you know I remembered..
Get what I mean? Sorry.

P/p/s. Y is hot =)

Stella.

2010-06-15T17:03:00.002+08:00

Another Random post.
Muahahhahaha I love Stella =)
Hmmph! Even Joel says he wants a gf like that. lol.
Pretty right?!!!!!!! If you say no it means you're jealous lololol =.=

Haha!! Ok bye, games time =)
Lol, What a random post.
HAhahahahaha ♥ Stella :)

Kidnap my heart.

2010-06-14T17:11:00.005+08:00

Love at first sight, never thought it could happen to me.

Hi there everyone! Well, my day has been spent studying chemistry again =)
I'm almost done! Ha, next subject I'm gonna study is physics ~

Anyway, before I start playing altador cup again....
Just wanna share a show I watched on Disney channel last night, Taking 5 =)
Hahahaha Nice, I like the click five again, and actress Alona Tal.

Hahahaha I think she's so pretty. Lol, the first pic's so gonna be my comp's wallpaper =)
LOL this is so random.

Lmao. And I want to watch Karate Kid coz Joel says that there's a very pretty china girl -.-
Like srsly, I saw the clip and don't think she's pretty lol.
But he says Y pales in comparison. LOLOL, what crap =.= Haha.

kthxbye shall go and play games now ~
See ya!

P/s. Know what?
I kinda miss you...
My heart still aches every time i think of you.

Conflicting feelings.

2010-06-13T17:02:00.004+08:00

Hey there everyone. Been studying since this morning, covered more than half for chemistry already =) Having a super bad headache now though.

Well anyway went to church yesterday.
Service was awesome. And I think Pst Phil is amazing!
Hmm, Jerry came again ~
Hahaha happy birthday little boy =)
I think the cake our cg got for him was so cute, it was the shape of a hamburger.
Lol, the people behind us were pointing at the cake and saying “so cute!” while we were singing happy birthday to Jerry. Haha.
I think the person who said “so cute” is cuter, opps. =X Tsk.

Went to Changi Airport T3 for dinner.
Saw so many familiar faces, many people from chc went there.
Super crowded! Saw Dan =)

Headed home after that and started studying the minute I got home.
Ha, I’m serious! Studied way past midnight and managed to finish Alkanes, Alkenes, Alcohols and Carboxylic Acids ~
Happy =)

Hmm, shall go and play Altador cup now ~
Lol. S is annoying, don’t want to talk to you already :(
Ya ya, wow I can feel so loved when you laugh at me….Yeah right.
Whatever lor, muahahhahhahahahahah so not funny =(

Hahahahahahahha Joel just said Stella is chio and wants a gf like that even if she's 29 years old, and that age doesn't matter =)
Awww ~ Stella's so damn chio lol.
And he said, Y---- become chio-er over the 4 years already. MUAHAHHAHA.
Don't worry, I won't say who (coz actually I think so too) =P Tsktsktsk.

Bye ~

P/s. To the person who used to be so important to me:
Your comment kinda stinged a little, even though you probably didn’t mean it that way…
But well, I’m not going to say anything already, not going explain myself.
If that’s really what you think then well, suit yourself.
I’m sorry, you may think I’m being very unreasonable towards you, but I don’t have the courage to face you yet, much less have a proper conversation with you – without us fighting and quarreling.
Just leave me alone, you’ve hurt me before and I still hurt now.
I cannot explain the conflicting feelings I feel towards you – I care for you but yet I hate you.
Well, I don’t know… …sorry.

Random.

2010-06-12T12:06:00.002+08:00

Watching Avatar: The last airbender at http://www.digavatar.com/ =)
Hahahaha Love Toph the blind bandit (book 2 Earth #6) and Zuko even though he's the bad guy in the show. lol.
Ha, can't wait for the movie to be out next month!

Anyway, I'm Rank 1 in Altador cup now (Finally)!
But Rank 20 seems so far away, awww :(

Haha! Yeah okay shall continue with my games and watch avatar ~
Saturday's my rest day. Ha!
See ya!

P/s. Can't wait to go to Universal Studios, cousins may be going as well ~ ^^

Oblivion.

2010-06-11T17:00:00.002+08:00

Hey everyone, I’m back =)
Well, we had our Physics Skill 3 SPA today.
Super happy coz the only experiment I went through last night was what came out ~
Haha, I kinda rock at this prediction thingy ~

Anyway was pretty sad yesterday when I saw from the class list that I only just passed A.maths test.
Seriously? Felt damn sad for the whole day :(
But I REALISED THAT IT WAS A MISTAKE. The teacher counted wrongly =D
Hahahahahaha happy already, plus 10 marks!
From 22/44 to 32/44. Much better than a just pass =)
Although I really should shoot myself coz my initial answer for a 7 mark question was correct but I don’t know why I went to change it later when I was checking my paper -.-

Just now during geog super funny =.=
We were revising topics on physical geog and they were talking about mangroves, characteristics of mangroves or smth like that -.-
Then Roger said, "Cosgrove!" ROFL. LOL. hahahaha.

We went for the Literature and English Seminar again yesterday.
Miss Teng was telling the 4G students that after the lit seminar we must look for miss xxx (forgot who) and join our class for the english seminar.
And Joel was like, “Who the hell is that?”
Haha and Miss Teng replied, “Don’t swear.”
So he said, “Ok. Who the heaven is that?”
Hahahahahahaha =)

And Hong Xuan was so random.
I was sitting with Pinhui and Yiqing when he suddenly (and randomly) came over to show me a picture of his dog, and said “my dog very cute right…”
Then I showed him Stella’s photo and said “she cuter.”
And he said, “Oh I see, so she’s your dog ah…” =.=
Noob, call her a dog zzz.
Stella’s an actress btw (whom I happen to know) =)

So, the English and Literature Seminars were like sleeping periods for many people.
Ha! There were people being lame by turning on their bluetooth, changing their phone name, and trying to connect to other people -.-
There were phone names such as John lim, Miss teng’s name, the lecturer’s name etc =.=
Should have turned my bluetooth off lol, 10 people tried to connect to me ZZZ.
They connected to the lecturer’s laptop too and it pop-ed up. Hah, jokers!

Well anyway, school holidays has begun for me (like finally)!
Probably going to Universal studio next week =)
And I guess most of my holiday is gonna be spent studying, 7 new physics worksheets today!
My file is about to explode already, I’m serious =.=

Haha yeah ok, shall go and play Altador cup on neopets now. =)
Ya ya, I know it’s a kids game, 3 people pointed that out to me already =.=
I guess I shouldn’t tell you then that I like watching monster allergy =P

Darigan Citadel is in 2nd place now! =)
Ha, need like 50hours of game time to reach all star rank!
3 days ._. Shall not try, coz Joel says "see you in the obituary after that."
LOL I wouldn't want that =D

Hahahahaha okay see ya! Bye ~

Busy

2010-06-08T17:11:00.003+08:00

Been really busy!
AMaths test tmr and physics skill 3 SPA on Friday!
Not to mention we were just given SEVEN amaths worksheets today. Wow.

And I think I'm pro.
Haha completed 2 Physics experiments in 40 min when the time given was 2h.
Lol Lost my worksheets and had to redo T_T

Yeah okay BYE, Off to study already!!
Join Darigan Citadel for neopets' Altador cup! =)
Hahaha Lydia, Jianeng, Garry and Weile plays too ~
See ya!

P/s. Sorry.. I didn't mean to treat you like this :(
I still care, always will..I promise.

P/p/s. ♥ SCXY :)

P/p/p/s. Gonna watch Digimon at 7pm and Avatar: the legend of Aang at 730pm on Okto! =D

Devoid of Love.

2010-06-06T17:14:00.005+08:00

Hi everyone! Just finished studying :)
Had tuition this morning and my tutor was like saying, "It may seem like a very easy concept...clockwise moments equals to anticlockwise moments, three year old also know...but the questions that come out can be quite difficult....."
LOL THREE YEAR OLD ALSO KNOW. Hahahaha shall test a 3 year old next time then =P

Well anyway, went to church yesterday.
Service was awesome =) Haha.
Glad to see Jerry back again!
And there were like reporters outside the hall filming/interviewing us when service ended. =.=
Seriously. zzz.
Channel 5, Razor Tv, Channel news asia all there -.-

Ok yeah and Amanda is so funny lol.
I saw a guy dressed as a girl, and when I told Amanda she was like "OMG! Is he for real?!"
Ha. And when I told Clara, Amanda was like "Don't point! Don't point!" Rofl ~
Clara says he might be dressed like that for a cosplay though coz "I saw many people dressing weirdly".
Hahaha he wore a wig! ._.

Went to Ikea at Tampines after that with my family.
Hahahaha I love Ikea's Daim cake. Nice =D
Went to buy some stuff and then went home ~

Yay and Garry, Lydia and Kel are playing neopets now!
Shall go and join them xD
Hahaha join team Darigan Citadel for the Altador Cup! =)
Hehe See ya! =)

P/s. I don't know how to love anymore..

P/p/s. Really tired :(